I had a horrible day but what's new.That's every day. The real tragedy is I have no one to make out with.
By appointmentOur old dog Bella said goodbye to rather emergently. We knew her time was coming, but we got up that morning like usual, went about our day like usual, and then her time popped up in front of us like an unexpected guest and there it was. The end. We...See More »
Friday was Pop’s birthday… And I had every intention of spending a couple of days there. But I woke up that morning sick as could be. I don’t know why, but my stomach was so upset. I called Pop, feeling horrible (both physically and guilty). I FaceTimed him from bed,...See More »
Just Who Do They Think They Are?Seeking an ordinary street-map this was the first I opened, and of course it came with a "cookie" trap. ()What clown thought it clever to name a computing routine after a biscuit?) Usually these have Accept / Reject All buttons. Not this one,...See More »
I made the horrible mistake of asking a lady when the baby was due. She wasn’t pregnant! Moral of the story? Mind your own F’in business!
Stay with new therapist?So I began seeing her back in January. I have been with her nearly 4 months. She is positive and kind and empathic...but doesn't SAY much to me about my issues. If I talk about having no self esteem from decades of horrible abuse, instead of...See More »
I agree with this 100% Want to fight antisemitism? Then criticize and sanction the Netanyahu Governmenthttps://www.cnn.com/2024/05/10/opinions/netanyahu-israel-extremist-allies-government-gaza-davis Editor’s Note: Richard J. Davis was the Assistant Secretary of the Treasury in the Carter administration and former assistant Watergate special...See More »
What do I get my mother for Mother's day?I dont enjoy it because she is horrible to me and has been sadistic and has no remorse at ALL. She is abhorrent and mean and cruel. Has taken my very self..enjoying it too. Years upon years of psychotic threats and abuse. The reason i still get...See More »
i had a dream about the horrible water place last night/morningplease dont take me to the horrible water place 😟
Why I am intelligent. It's because I'm desperate and passionate.Ever since I was born, I have been in a difficult place and had no talent to escape. I have no talent for speaking, no talent for thinking and no talent for anything really. Every skill I develop seems to only be so developed because I lack so much...See More »
I needed last night.Sunday was a great day. A long one, but still a really good one because I forced myself into a different mindset to make getting through the ten hour shift easier for me. But then the night hit. The usual aches from standing on my feet all day came,...See More »
Be proactive, not reactiveJust read a post somewhere a person said it’s better to be proactive than it’s to be reactive. All my life I was raised as a people pleaser that wanted to be friends and make people all around me happy. I always had this goofy smile on no matter...See More »
If you had the ammo to destroy a coworker who is a known bullys career would you do it?Before i retired there was a guy who was a jerk to most people. Know it all thought he was better than everyone you know the type. Him and I had a few run ins. I reported him once before about his treatment of others and myself. However i slowly...See More »
Does Snoozy-Insurrectionist-Cry-Baby-trump do the most horrible anti-American, anti-democracy things on purpose?
How to set up a GoFund me page?My sister has extensive and horrible neuropathy in her feet due to unstable diabetes. 🥺The only real treatment she has found is a laser treatment but it is not covered by insurance. It is VERY pricey. She really can't afford 3 straight mo...See More »
I fixed my Omega 3 issueI found a drinkable one lemon flavoured and I only need a 5ml or a teaspoon dosage every morning after breakfast. I haven't tried it yet but I will take it even if it tastes horrible 😅 it's for adults and everything and a little cheaper than the...See More »
I'm super tired. I have one final left and then I am done for the summerIt's frustrating because my professors have waited until now to grade my assignments for the whole semester. One professor added my scores to 5 different exams, which is ridiculous. Another professor gives automatic F's on all assignments until he...See More »
I’m trusting my gutRecently things have changed in my life and people who I thought were true to their word are now showing me different colours, maybe they was always this person and I didn’t see. This always happens to me I meet people who I think are truly amazing...See More »
Mum and Dad always had a midweek evening meal that helped us keep focusIt has always been us against the world, from the mountain slopes of Slovakia 🇸🇰 to the port side beauty of Odesa in Ukraine 🇺🇦, Wednesdays were set aside to help us to redouble our effort in keeping our focus on what we are doing to improve life...See More »
My grandson started seeing a therapist a few months ago.He’s just now 12 and has some issues to work on. Nothing horrible, he’s angry because he has a mom who’s never been his mother and now a brother who she actually cares about. He’s angry for other reasons too, things that I knew he would find in his...See More »
A note as your memories returnALL of you. Please. As you wake up. You will become aware of...horrible things you have done while on Earth. Things you maybe...thought were fine....but now that you are returning to yourself....you will realize....went against the core of your very...See More »
The Weather is Horrible right nowRarely sunny with so much ugly dark clouds and Humidity of feeling hot and sticky. Rarely any wind.
Realized an actually positive thing!Not all the spirits without souls right now are bad. Some are truly blameless. But they are parts of myself containing very, very particularly painful memories of mine. Ones I wanted nothing to do with ever again. Like Lilith. And I am now realizing...See More »
A bit sad/ possible ADHD subject.Sometimes I will impulsively say stuff but I always try to be kind and if I do say something that isn’t the best manners it’s never on purpose and I’ll beat myself up afterwards for days. I try to be careful but today I had a competition and won an...See More »
US jails man threatening pro democracy activistGood, I hope he's in there for awhile. He was threatening a Chinese activist woman for putting up pro democracy posters. Even said he reported her to the Chinese govt and that the Chinese govt will target her and her family. Stalked her on several...See More »
This....is really a battleOf information at this point. I have had to write and rewrite my post over and over because it either turns into propaganda supporting michael or lucifer. And it is not about EITHER of them. They ALWAYS try to insert themselves into my story some way...See More »
Hahah my brother was laughing at me because I couldn't say the word "sloths"Too many ssssssss give me a lisp. I'm also noticing how horrible I speak listening/recording my speech
More filthy criminal republicans indicted in AZ for "Fake Electors" scheme.Mark Meadows and Rudy Giuliani among those charged in Arizona. And when those cell doors clang shut, remember: you did this for Trump. A fat, stupid, horrible excuse for a human being who would never in a million billion years do the same for you....See More »
Get my mom Mother's day gift?Last year I got her a bakery treat and one small thing. I used to get more gifts years ago...once I got her flowers and she threw them down and said "Why waste your money? I don't like flowers" it was crushing. She has been horrible to me my...See More »