Panic attack? Idk but hello, its been 8 years..Im so scared to post here. I dont even know how to talk about myself anymore..... but I'll try. My first post here was 8 years ago. I cant believe im still alive. Not in a morbid way, I'm just genuinely surprised. I never could think or imagine my... See More »
I am a doctor and I believe that doctors have the darkest sense of humor everPlus I am a fan of Jim Carrey! 😆 (1)
I'm fed up with lifeI'm just done with life and just not even happy with life or satisfied with my life and people just don't understand me and I'm just misunderstood by everyone. I know I have 2 families that care about me and a small circle of friends and people that... See More »
I'm losing control of my life and my mental health and my overall healthI've been really struggling lately been depressed and been experiencing thoughts of suicide been suffering alot I've lost interest in the things I once enjoyed and been losing interest in life and even in being alive lost motivation and energy and... See More »
It's not easyto bear the load any more. Any support system seems to be gone. Safe workplace, gone. Good relationship, absent. Family, dying out. Education, too expensive. Reading, too difficult. Art, not valued any more. I could go on, but this morning I'm... See More »
So I deleted my last one post because it truly made me feel like a loser :)..thanks for bearing with me, going to sleep. Am sure, I will be inspired and find better things to write, more appropriate to my spirit. Good night 🥷🏻🎑🌹
Had a sleep and up for when the afternoon is soon going to give way to eveningMy food, water and coffee cups will be here by 5:24, they usually give a time bracket, but no, not this time 5:24 on the nose or my money back *fingers crossed*
