Talking to myselfIm not as happy as i tell myself i am. Im not heard or listened to or thought of and if i ever finally summon the courage to express that in any small or specific way its turned around on me and the conversation is immediately switched to what ive... See More »
Its all too muchWhat do you tell yourself to get by when you’re consumed, overwhelmed with the idea of starting life over. Like taking yourself out of the equation and hoping you get a second chance to do it right is the only reasonable thing to do. Like you’re... See More »
A strange requestMy dad killed himself when i was 13. I made the 911 call, i talked to the responders, i waited in the police car for (what felt like) hours. The past few years curiosity is eating at me. Every time i see someones 911 call on tiktok or bodycam footage... See More »
Longing for more / im the problemIm missing out on every single experience i want for myself and its me. Im doing it. From seeing a northern state to simply trying a recipe i see online to biking around a lake i live 10 minutes from and on and on and on. I do nothing. Im ruining my... See More »
A quote i think about oftenA friend told me a while back, “the person less in love is the one in control” and i think about it a lot. Thoughts?
I hate WednesdaysIm a retail manager. My first notification this morning was my opening cashier calling in, which set me behind on the things i needed to do this morning. I’m the only manager for the majority of my shift which means i cant leave, which means... See More »
love and fearBeing in love the way I currently am is both the biggest blessing and the biggest mental weight I could possibly carry. I spend the majority of my time lost in thought, anxious, replaying memories, things that were said, what they meant when he said... See More »
Public private diary?I've been using a secret instagram account to say things that I can't say out loud to anyone for probably 2-3 years. Private, zero followers, just me venting. I'm thinking I might transfer those thoughts over here. It'd be nice to not talk to myself,... See More »
Anyone else from experienceproject?Went looking for my old posts from experience project and was very disappointed to find out they're lost to the void forever. Would of been very interesting to reread some of the things that went through my mind 10+ years ago
