Longing for more / im the problem

Is that because of a lack of motivation? Do you often tell yourself that you don't really want that or are you afraid that you'll get bored right away and feel like you wasted time preparing for something you suddenly aren't even in the mood for? It's often for me like that. "I would like to but I don't really want to." Because...too much hassle for a reward too small.

I understand, myself I use to work around people almost 24/7. So I'll enjoy the downtime to recover and recharge, until I have to do it all over again.

It's a choice. Pick something — one thing. Do it. Pick something else — do that. Don't try to eat the elephant in one meal.

Start with something simple that takes 5 minutes. That’s what I do when I’m lacking motivation and in a rut

Any help you but understand I feel like I’ve watcher the world go by for over 40 years

One step at a time. Grab a bike, any bike and take that ride

do u feel like u need permission for things? i feel like sometimes that holds me back from things..