Well almost as cold as my existence.-18 ambient with a feels like of -31. Going to dip to -23 ambient, forcast of -38 feels like. Got to love lady winter
Grief has to turn into anger at some point.I think it is just another stage towards acceptance. I think it makes is easier to accept fate if we find someone to blame for it. Reading some anecdotes online from my cultural community, about people who fought to be with their partners for years... See More »
How I KNOW I am absolutely exhausted...(besides the obvious)..I start crying for silly reasons. Like last night, I started thinking about my little dog Sugar, and how much I miss her, and started crying almost as though she had just died...and she died MORE than 17 years ago. You would think that a good... See More »
I used to bully a girl at school because she had a red face and some acneI was pretty horrid to her. When I was about 19/20 I started developing it. It’s now pretty bad, I have to use a little bit of make up to cover it because I’m self conscious about it. I know that some people from school call me stuff and joke about... See More »
Insomnia strikes againIt is 2:28 in the morning and I cannot sleep. I doubt very much that I'm going to make it to my ti chi class tomorrow, because I'll probably be sleeping. I'm worried about a new complication with my diabetes that I'm not going to go into too much... See More »
I really want to stop relying on alcohol in social situationsBut I’m so afraid that I’ll get too nervous and have nothing to say. I’m really scared, but I really want to stop.
