Today was a long daySpending the day in the ER was horrible. After the endoscopy I really don't know what happened but my anxiety was so bad. I felt like I was about to have a panic attack and even with the meds they gave to it didn't help. I just wanted to get out... See More »
I am home nowThey gave me an IV treatment, more anxiety meds and wrote me some new prescriptions. The IV took about 30 and they let me go home. I feel much more comfortable and relaxed at home now and Joel is out picking up my new medications. I am sitting... See More »
how do you handle everyday noises in your area which ' unnerve' youi have a nervous disorder, i live in a 3rd floor flat, in an 'okay' area..i've lived here 20 years now but there's times that it does get noisy, the particular noises that unnerve me are cars speeding into my street blasting loud bassy music, and the... See More »
I have at least one phobia that isn't recognized yetthe fear of editing old posts I'll get around to the 125 one soon there is progress being made, but part of the wonder is being let loose mentally and going into the old post and editing in the new times left and the finished ones is like not being... See More »
how do you cope with daily 'noise' in the environment around youi have severe anxiety and a nervous disposition i try to cope with, dealt with it a long time now....i mainly live as a shut in now, but even in my apartment i feel panicked at times about daily noises around me in my environment...whether it's... See More »
Anxiety dream last nightYes, another one. This time I was in a van with my dad(RIP). He was being silly and tried this maneuver where he purposely clipped something with the rear tire, but somehow that made him lose control and we skidded off the road and hit a telephone... See More »
Another panic attack last nightSo Joel had a panic attack last night, it was after the kids went to bed and something must of just hit him. He seems to have them after a stressful day and Sunday was a lot of fun but big events like that and hard on us both. Especially him because... See More »
Well I did itWith Joel keeping me calm and being very supportive and understanding I took my new pill today. It only took 45 minutes and a almost panic attack. But I did it. I don't deserve this man being so ok with my crazy issues.
