Depressive slumpI’m currently going through the worst depression slump I’ve ever experienced. I’m emotionally exhausted, lonely, frustrated, and just fed up with life feeling like the same repetitive cycle day after day. It feels like I’m existing rather than... See More »
Harvest Moon This is what I had in mind for this past weekend with her in order to celebrate seven years since I met her. Tomorrow marks a week since I lost her and while I'm trying to snap out of it, the depression is heavier than I'd feared. (1)
I Had A Violent MeltdownI was hoping that yesterday would've been my day to decompress after the week I had. Not just because of losing my girlfriend, but because business has been slow to pick back up. Most of it has resumed, thankfully. My mother wanted to drop by and... See More »
Back To The Body Pillow TonightIt's Friday night. I'd normally be at her place already, or maybe she'd be on her way to me. And since this Sunday, the 7th anniversary of the night we met, is going to apparently be riddled with more rain, I was hoping to take her out to celebrate... See More »
From Sometimes to Almost AlwaysI used to feel this way sometimes, but nowadays, I feel it almost all the time. (1)
The mood I’m in todayI don’t really know why I’m in such a foul mood today. Nothing major happened. My life isn’t falling apart. But for some reason, everything is getting on my nerves and I just feel irritated with the world. Maybe it’s loneliness. Maybe it’s boredom.... See More »
How do you manage your depression? Smile. You still can get fully back to normal life if you keep trying.By @CarolZ
So I was told I'm not autistic few months ago...but I have autistic traits.Did an assessment few months ago.
