Big night tonight
So tonight was a pretty big night
Joel and I went to our support group and I shared again. I know I have been making progress but it's slow and sometimes I feel like I'm just running in place. And it sucks because I just want to be better. I don't want to have to try so hard. The the struggle is still there. I know I can't give up but man it would be nice to not have to fight so hard. It was nice to share my struggles with others how know what I'm going through and have been there. I know I have Joel but I'm alot and I know he needs a break from my crazy. So it felt good to share.
We come home to watch the game and the boys want to watch the game downstairs in the game room. This wasn't the plan for the night. But I don't blame them my buddy got all the new stuff down there I know they want to check it out
I asked Sissy what she wanted to do. I even told her I'd stay upstairs and we'd watch the game.
I could see the struggle and I was about to tell the boys we'd plan a day next week when they got back but she surprised me
She said yes. So we went down there. She took a book and her air pods. It's the first time she's gone downstairs. Everything was set up. The tv, the fireplace, her beanbag chair, a weighted blanket. She looked around and she thanked my buddy and made herself comfortable in her new spot.
The royals lost but it was a pretty big night for both of us.
Joel and I went to our support group and I shared again. I know I have been making progress but it's slow and sometimes I feel like I'm just running in place. And it sucks because I just want to be better. I don't want to have to try so hard. The the struggle is still there. I know I can't give up but man it would be nice to not have to fight so hard. It was nice to share my struggles with others how know what I'm going through and have been there. I know I have Joel but I'm alot and I know he needs a break from my crazy. So it felt good to share.
We come home to watch the game and the boys want to watch the game downstairs in the game room. This wasn't the plan for the night. But I don't blame them my buddy got all the new stuff down there I know they want to check it out
I asked Sissy what she wanted to do. I even told her I'd stay upstairs and we'd watch the game.
I could see the struggle and I was about to tell the boys we'd plan a day next week when they got back but she surprised me
She said yes. So we went down there. She took a book and her air pods. It's the first time she's gone downstairs. Everything was set up. The tv, the fireplace, her beanbag chair, a weighted blanket. She looked around and she thanked my buddy and made herself comfortable in her new spot.
The royals lost but it was a pretty big night for both of us.
