I should have known…I should have seen the signs of another manic episode and now this low is so painful and dark.
My Best Remedy for Stress and AnxietySometimes when I'm stressed and ask myself "Why am I so stressed?!!", I really do know why I'm stressed. 🤭 Why do we try to kid ourselves about these things? We really do know. It's just that I wanted to avoid thinking about it at that time. I... See More » (3)
What makes you less depressed?I find myself on a constant loop, it feels like at any time things will start to go wrong but realistically speaking I am fine for now. Just them thoughts
Life is just a f*ing circleWe always knew we’d get to this point again. It always drags me back. Depression, apathy, overwhelm, and feeling trapped. Unfulfilled. I don’t want to exist. Existing is too overwhelming.
I wonder if somedaySometimes I wonder if I'll accept I have depression. Most of the time, even now, I tell myself I'm just sad. But it's been days, even weeks. And every day is getting worse. Anywho I don't want to worry my parents again so I'll just stay quiet for a... See More »
All that and more, sighI have been diagnosed with major depression with anxiety, PTSD, and some borderline features. I also think I might have ADHD. I have been living alone for 17 years now, and it's definitely a contributing factor. At this point, though, I am not even... See More »
Agoraphobia, loneliness, anxiety, CPTSD just to name the basics...Those are a few things I'm dealing with unfortunately without the ability to get a decent therapist or doctor to help. The loneliness definitely feeds the depression and vice versa and the agoraphobia is not helping either. I also have possible... See More »
I can't clasp my hands any moreApparently it makes me think of hand holding and causes my depression to get much worse. I can't seem to win against this depressive episode
