I think im in a depression slumpI bailed on a vacation that i paid 1.2k. Bailed on a contract i was supposed to sign for a job. At this rate im leaving a bad reputation everywhere and i cant get out of it.
Back to realityDid shrooms yesterday, woke up and went back to studying, wish it didn't end so quick Edit. I can't do this Edit. Nvm life is good
My life feels meaninglessFor the last year or so, I have come to feel as though my life just doesn’t matter anymore. I've been in pain ever since my ex ghosted me a year ago, it's a pain that nobody else can see. And the worst part is that the pain I feel doesn’t matter to... See More »
People who've had depression (and before taking the treatment), did you have moments of respite?I feel low most of the time, with lack of focus and tiredness. There are a few moments in the day where I feel good, for example after an achievement for a patient or when the adrenaline is running in a emergency. (I don't feel good but I don't... See More »
I should have known…I should have seen the signs of another manic episode and now this low is so painful and dark.