Remember meFor even if I'm far away, I hold you in my heart I sing a secret song to you each night we are apart Remember me Though I have to travel far Remember me Each time you hear a sad guitar Know that I'm with you the only way that I can be
Moving on in lifeI need to build up my self esteem to not let my self worth be defined by a man. Only thing im letting in is a destroyed self worth and misery.
Life updateSo i made another horrible decision. I tot i could just do kpod and e and alcohol and then i got drunk. But there was other ppl, and i spiralled and life sucked but at least im sober now lol.
I love livingI was chilling at the 12th floor of my building and a delivery person asked if he is delivering to me.
Im le so sadFlower, gleam and glow Let your power shine Make the clock reverse Bring back what once was mine Heal what has been hurt Change the Fates' design Save what has been lost Bring back what once was mine What once was mine
Ive decided to embrace acneCant live with my life worrying about oil and fat and sugar when its one of the only good things in life worth living for
Duality of existenceEvery so often I feel disheartened that I live in a different world compared to other ppl, lol. My head is clouded with sadness and insecurities while there are other people that are happy and getting things they want.
Remember meRemember me Remember me I'm on my own Remember me I'm too far gone I couldn't see Remember me Remember me All the times I cut so deep All my life I couldn't breathe Remember me Remember me Remember me Remember me I don't wanna lie, that's not me I... See More »
Some nightsSome nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck Some nights, I call it a draw Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off But I still wake up, I still see your ghost Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I... See More »
Who cares about acne when being drunk feels betterChase the regret i try to have one it just turns into 10
Sad songs by drunk meWill u still love me wben im no longer young and beautiful Will u still love me when i got nothing but my aching soul I know u wont
Rewind timeUr gone and i gotta stay high all the time, to keep u off my mind, high all the time to forget im missing u, Spend my days locked in a haze trying to forget u babe i fall back down.. Staying in my play pretend where the fun aint got no end..... See More »
Should I quit my job?So far my part time co worker has taken 4 weeks of holiday. And i have covered an equivalent of 10 days of mc for him in a span of less than 3 months, and yet he has been still scheduled in the shifts more than mine. Even tho i feel theres bound to... See More »
Similar worldsSometimes strangers can make u feel less alone than ppl thats supposed to be close to u, i took 5 paracetamol pills and it is helping me also.
Not being happyCant help but to feel depressed. I dont have any friends and dont feel respected at work. Cant help but cry , will saving money to travel even make me happy.
Had a bad dayWhere is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost You tell me your blue skies fade to grey You tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carryin' on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're... See More »
