I can't explain the actual root cause of it, in fact I think there are many factors; but happiness does not come easily to me.
Love and HateFor when you're in such a mood Standing now Calling all the people here to see the show Calling for my demons now to let me go I need something, give me something wonderful (1)
Nothing to be said...is it wrong to be happy is it wrong to have fun with people you care about is it that wrong to laugh, dance, or sing Is it acceptable to be punished for all of this I no longer want to socialize anymore I just feel like staying in my bed all day... See More ยป
The greys around don't enlighten me I'm feeling numb insideMy deepest wounds keep on haunting me please, let me feel inside (1)
The reason I need a handy man is kinda sadI had put off all this work, hoping I would find an SO that would be willing to help me with it all. Needless to say, that didn't manifest. So that is why I now need a handy man. It's my own fault really for being a hopeless romantic.