Rigidity and controlI've noticed that people who have a lot of rules, opinions and expectations of how things should be are often quite fragile. They cannot bend without breaking. They use a multitude of mind games to stay in control, and their world temporarily comes... See More »
What God Says About YouSometimes we listen to the wrong voice. Sometimes we listen to Satan, instead of God. You are NEVER a burden to God. EVER. It’s not always easy to do, I know. I struggle with negative thoughts at times, but we need to take every negative thought... See More »
my fatboy lifecurrently at 725 pounds, living on couch, eating and watching Tv, aiming to reach 800 soon
Romans 5:8-11, 2 Corinthians 2:14...... EDITED.....When I first became schizophrenic, I couldn't believe that I was actually hearing demonic voices telling me I had sold my soul! At first I could feel what felt like rain drops upon my skin, not knowing that it was really the blood of Christ washing... See More » (2)
No One Takes My Struggle as a Were-Frog Seriously (And I'm Tired of It)Hey everyone, I’m not sure where else to vent, because every time I bring this up, people either laugh, roll their eyes, or tell me I’m "just quirky" or "looking for attention." So here it is, laid out as plainly as I can: I’m a were-frog. Yes,... See More »
Just so you know i'm spending the evening down in the living room without my glassesEverything's blurry, have my favorite part of Max Richter's Sleep playing over and over, dad's resting well, Dateline on low volume and reading of course, it's a blessed night, but if I respond inappropriately to anyone blame my blurry vision!!
Money is the root of all evil and a Kindle is the gardening tool taking it awayEver had a subscription that was tricky to cancel? The piddly 20 some dollars that I could spend on cheap annotation heavy classics was cut in half by that, but I may have gotten rid of it now, it required the full strength of 2 computers so I could... See More »
When you need to be alone to be yourself, but you need to be alone thousands of times before you remember who you areI didn't budge while dad was getting ready to go out ... let the discovery continue, yayyy 🎉