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Why I love stories like anime or books

I remember now today after a while, as I'm in some despair. I watched anime and read books because the stories made me, they told me not to give up. That I had to keep going. They were encouraging parts of my brain to come back to life. The stories... See More »

First time I revealed liking a girl to someone, I got hurt badly

They went and told their friend, another girl within an hour or two. I had asked him not to. That doesn't bother me but at lunch time, I was 12 at the time. I was walking near the classroom and heard my name and stopped just behind a corner. I heard... See More »

I would rather it not be, but it is

My first kiss was asked for from a girl I didn't know very well who said she would give me my first kiss. I wanted to begin a relationship and within 3 weeks after one date, she... no longer wanted to give it a try. Then, she proceeded to grow... See More »

I have quite the insatiable need to understand everything around me. Come up with frameworks because it interests me. For the first time, I highly doubt that this is a path many but me could have walked. It was always just easier for me to try... See More »

I like this song. Its sweet.

I enjoy how the instruments seem to both really want to pull the listener in while the voice grabs the attention back. I love how uncompromising it is. It also reminds me of death which I like very much as a topic in a song.

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A song I really enjoy

I feel it gives me a really nice sense of warm cuddles. But like also acknowledging utter despair.

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The promise to myself as a child

I hold it close to my heart, Where the dreams of mine still lie. The thoughts of those beyond my grasp, Who let me go from their lives. I hold it close to my heart Shuffling through snowy mounds Stillness in the air of their long depart As those who... See More »

I have never once wanted to be in a romance or married.

Marriage to me, growing up and watching it, on the face of it and when I heard others talk about it has never been something I've wanted. I have wanted to live with someone, wanted to be in a relationship and have that company forever but never... See More »

You ever make bread?

I made it recently and I find myself not eating so much because it's so damn filling. Also I can put two eggs on it! And my bread I made has pumpkin seeds and chia seeds on it as my fourth bread so far.

We are castor - trouble will come

This song is very visually invoking. It's not happy, it's not sad its just like the aftermath of a terrible accident in song form.

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An uncomfortable future I seem to see

One recurring future I think about is me at an altar being married with a couple rows of empty seats at one side where my "Family" would be. Right now I would actually want none to be there. I just don't like them.

A song for a heart pang.

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Why I am intelligent. It's because I'm desperate and passionate.

Ever since I was born, I have been in a difficult place and had no talent to escape. I have no talent for speaking, no talent for thinking and no talent for anything really. Every skill I develop seems to only be so developed because I lack so much... See More »

My heart will never heal

There are people that I have loved and cared for in my past. I have struggled with a lot of things and people so the people who were there for me, especially when I didn't deserve it have left holes in my heart that have been there for years. The... See More »

Hard part of letting go of someone who ghosts

Is just knowing and saying to myself "She doesn't want to be found." It's a big pill to swallow.

I like this song. I'll be reading to it.

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I've struggled with jealousy

I used to get jealous of the attention my friends or girls would get. Being online did not help this. It's always been a deep seated issue I consciously push down as a ridiculous feeling. But even now, I feel the attention of my work, my writings... See More »

This song makes me think about someone I miss.

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He thought of his past, he thought as he trained. That his words would so grant an understanding that meant, In his previous life sins of both types himself had been stained, And in his new life, those sins he would try to prevent. But never forgive... See More »

More of my story poem

In a place he did not know, the birds sang out. Where Albert lay still, clear amongst the reeds. Hurling the thoughts in his head as they moved on about. Mind the small human as one amongst the seeds. On the side of a lake that tranquil waves cross.... See More »

I like to write poetry

This is an excerpt from a poem I'm working on... He sees a memory of his own and quickly looks away. As the shade of a man who already knows his past. That the history of his lost heart and his present lead astray, Wounds left untended, Love left... See More »

Drifting thoughts of failure

Sometimes I think about my life and feel its quite a floaty drifty thing. Like I'm on a cloud surrounded by nothingness. That one day, I'm gonna die. When I do, every failure, every struggle and every lost friend that plagues me will disappear into... See More »

Some Philosophy

There are very few people in this world that are I feel are worth giving time to willingly. In a work environment, I have an obligation as part of my position as a "human resource" to not provide an environment that makes work difficult. I give some... See More »

Madness or Genuis

I used to think about madness or genius and whether i was one or the other. I then went and met a madman and a genius. And I met more of them. Turns out some geniuses just didn't know how communicate and the mad person couldn't see how the words... See More »

What's a great song for an exhausted hopeless playlist?

Stuff like mgmts little dark age or just the 28 theme from 28 days later. It's for when I feel exhausted and my minds wondering. Stuff that's dark. Should go kinda hard... Seven devils is in there... Katana Zero songs as well Also has porcupine... See More »

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