My heart will never healThere are people that I have loved and cared for in my past. I have struggled with a lot of things and people so the people who were there for me, especially when I didn't deserve it have left holes in my heart that have been there for years. The...See More »
Hard part of letting go of someone who ghostsIs just knowing and saying to myself "She doesn't want to be found." It's a big pill to swallow.
I've struggled with jealousyI used to get jealous of the attention my friends or girls would get. Being online did not help this. It's always been a deep seated issue I consciously push down as a ridiculous feeling. But even now, I feel the attention of my work, my writings...See More »
Lamenting pastHe thought of his past, he thought as he trained. That his words would so grant an understanding that meant, In his previous life sins of both types himself had been stained, And in his new life, those sins he would try to prevent. But never forgive...See More »
More of my story poemIn a place he did not know, the birds sang out. Where Albert lay still, clear amongst the reeds. Hurling the thoughts in his head as they moved on about. Mind the small human as one amongst the seeds. On the side of a lake that tranquil waves cross....See More »
I like to write poetryThis is an excerpt from a poem I'm working on... He sees a memory of his own and quickly looks away. As the shade of a man who already knows his past. That the history of his lost heart and his present lead astray, Wounds left untended, Love left...See More »
Drifting thoughts of failureSometimes I think about my life and feel its quite a floaty drifty thing. Like I'm on a cloud surrounded by nothingness. That one day, I'm gonna die. When I do, every failure, every struggle and every lost friend that plagues me will disappear into...See More »
Some PhilosophyThere are very few people in this world that are I feel are worth giving time to willingly. In a work environment, I have an obligation as part of my position as a "human resource" to not provide an environment that makes work difficult. I give some...See More »
Madness or GenuisI used to think about madness or genius and whether i was one or the other. I then went and met a madman and a genius. And I met more of them. Turns out some geniuses just didn't know how communicate and the mad person couldn't see how the words...See More »
What's a great song for an exhausted hopeless playlist?Stuff like mgmts little dark age or just the 28 theme from 28 days later. It's for when I feel exhausted and my minds wondering. Stuff that's dark. Should go kinda hard... Seven devils is in there... Katana Zero songs as well Also has porcupine...See More »
I Want To Write A 10 Word Story [Write A 10 Word Story]My heart suffers the throes of your cowardice, even today.
I Love You I Love You I Love YouTo all. I love you, because there's more behind you then you'll ever know. Even if the present seems rather lacking. And I'll do all I can, to look up at you and give this moment a little more substance. And when there's enough substance, and you...See More »
I Am Working On Myself At least that's what people say, it ain't my goal though. I just like drawing and thinking. So I'll keep expanding my mind with thought-provoking books & draw. Just started drawing 2 weeks ago, finished this today. A cool stand/character from de...See More »
I Love Music I've fallen quite inlove with this, King Crimsons Moonchild. Though I'd never call myself such a thing it's quite a lovley melody.
I Like Songs I Can Relate To And honestly. This one really heightens certain feelings I never try myself to feel.
I Have Something to SayI am a rather mean person. Very abrasiveness, very harsh. And though this may be a very difficult feeling to deal with, it does have the perk of allowing me to be very direct. I don't like sensitive people at first, we don't meld. I would crush you...See More »
I Have Social Anxiety That I do. Or at least I did. Over the last 2 or so years, it's not really a thing anymore. I'm pretty much stronger then I ever was and pretty driven. This song, when I was really young helped me to understand, I needed to build myself. Never...See More »
I Believe In PassionOne of my heroes, his name? Rowdy Roddy Piper! Now this guy, he wasn't a very smart guy. He wasn't the type of guy to go out and do everything. He took his favorite thing, getting stronger and turned it into a passion at 13 for boxing, then at 15 to...See More »
I Like to Collect QuotesThose who lack the courage will always find a philosophy to justify it. -Albert Camus. And I only pray whoever reads this gains the courage to break their philosophy.
I Write PoetryI don't need any strong or intense feelings of joy or happiness. I am perfectly content with the small joys of life. I do not wish to bother you or your friends. Around me, is a mirage, an illusion of flint and steel. It calls to me, begging to be...See More »