I have really good days, but then I have days like today where I feel like the core of me is missingI'm not sure if I would choose to remain somewhere in between if I had the option though. The ecstatic moments are what I live for.
I enjoy the good days π then there's days I want to beat certain people with a metal baseball bat πThe rage is part of me. It's always going to be there and I accept that. It's not ever present, but it waits. I definitely don't want to hurt anyone, but the Gods help whoever I need to use self defense against ππΌ
warmest day of the year so far and im stuck here dealing with the week's backlog of laundrywaaaahhhh wah wah wtf whyyyy it's gonna be monday in liek 36hrs from now sob sob noooOhoho..... *tear*