Spirits visit anyone else in their sleep?Last night while half asleep I had the distinct feeling somebody was talking to me. A spirit. It was a woman wearing a long pink dress. I might know who it was but I am not sure. Around 9 am....someone was trying to wake me up. I woke up to someone... See More »
Yesterday's eventWith my wonderful mother. So I was upstairs visiting with my husband after he got home from work. Then all of a sudden I hear my mom downstairs loudly yelling she needs help or Halloween "isn't going to happen". What she was referring to was a... See More »
My big escape!I frequently hold grand escapes from Dracula's castle. I happened to illustrate this time. Enjoy! (6)
The vampire is backHe could tell when I got high, sadly. We have a sort of link, he and I. (It is very unfortunate I don't want to discuss it.) So he came back from whatever he was plotting. After a flurry of me fending off his usual handsy-ness I foreshadowed... See More »
I am in fact still hanging out w a vampire"Sooooo those edibles were very conveniently available and easily in sight and I happened to want to take them right now when I usually take them in the evening, interesting." "I am not responsible for your substance use habits." I have to bite my... See More »
I am still hanging out with a vampireI see him moving to sit next to me on the bed. We lock eyes. "May I sit beside you?" He asks politely, now that he has been caught. "No" "Well we are watching a movie together...." "THIS ISN'T A DATE" He doesn't say anything. I focus again on... See More »
Afternoon w a vampireHe is in the room with me. I became aware a little while ago. "I am not going anywhere with you, you know." I say flatly. All he says is "hmm" in reply. I groan inwardly. "So you were the cause of that whole shit show, huh? Masquerading around... See More »
Nice day today!Thought I'd take a second to post since I had a good day and want to write more positive stuff as well. We slept in this morning. I had forgotten today was a holiday and was happy to get to spend another day with my husband. We got up and decided to... See More »
2 questions1. What is the most notable dream you have had recently 2. What is the most memorable dream you have had in your life overall? Just curious 😴 I like dreams
It's kinda funnyI see people post on here semi-regularly. Asking people if they have had any experience with God. Jesus. Angels. Whatever. I realized they don't actually want to hear it. I guess unless it was good 😆 sucks.
I rememberI remember heaven And I remember hell I remember God I knew him very well No one else here recalls a thing Maybe bits or pieces Our spiritual history totally lost I remember....and would be called insane for it Of course it was arranged that way A... See More »
Overcoming anxiety!Well the morning started out tough. I was recently contacted about a pet sitting job. It is with a neighbor I know well and like. I have always loved their dogs and they are literally my favorite family to pet sit for. But....they got a new... See More »
Dream last night!I had 2 maybe even 3 dreams last night but I only remember one of them. In it I for some reason was breaching this secret lab that was performing unethical experiments on animals....I got the information I needed to get but then I had to figure out... See More »
Feeling run downFor some reason....all of last night through this morning has been a total deluge of negative thoughts. Thinking of bad memories....worries....embarassments...anything and everything bad. Usually when this occurs....I focus on realizing I don't have... See More »
Today has been sort of assWe ran out of groceries and haven't really had the time or energy to get more. But that means....I have barely eaten in 2 days 😞 All I have been able to think about today is how hungry I have been. I have managed to snag little nibbles of things... See More »
Dream last nightIt was weird....not really anything special but just weird. My family took us on a trip to go visit my grandparents. Except the house we went to was not their actual house it was some weird different one. Anyways we got there and were saying hi to... See More »
It's a feeling traumatized kinda day 🤪One of those days where my trauma is just....weighing very heavily on me 😮💨 I feel generally gloomy and tense. Painful memories keep popping into my mind and I get temporarily paralyzed from well....pain. Fear. I do my best to remind myself these... See More »
Wow! I feel happy!Today...I woke up without my heart racing!! Ordinarily....like the moment I become conscious when I wake up that I am in bed....my heart starts pounding to where I feel sick basically. It does not stop until I go to our bathroom and listen to the... See More »
Wonder whyIn my actual life, most of my friends are girls my age. But online pretty much all the good friends I have made have been men that are usually 10+ years older than me 🤔 Like generally middle aged men. This has been the case since like....forever.... See More »
Update on my earlier situationI successfully cleaned my entire bathroom even though I felt like shit and didn't want to do it. Actually...once I actually started cleaning....it did boost my mood. I put on music to make it more enjoyable as well. I didn't have a meltdown or... See More »
UGH they're right but leave me aloneI have been moaning and groaning and woe is me'ing over my life this morning. Spirits are like "....you're just tired go back to bed" and I'm like SHUT UP 😭😭😴😭 (lol). It is a good rule of thumb tho. If you feel like shit and like life is shit.... See More »
Nice day today!It has been a peaceful day. We slept in. Then my husband and I went out to pickup some breakfast and went to petsmart to nab some cute peacock gudgeons we saw there for our fish tank. We have a 20 gallon tank beautifully planted by my husband who... See More »
Damm I love my husbandI was feeling sad and like I wasn't really getting attention tonight. I was sitting being gloomy and writing about it and maybe going to post about not feeling super connected to him. But then....I remembered o wait we have a healthy relationship and... See More »
Need help from someone tech savvyI am trapped in an abusive living situation with my parents. Unfortunately we are dependent on them financially for the time being so I have to be....tolerant of them. At least not fully hostile. My mom is the worst offender. Is just straight up... See More »
Progress! Waking up not feeling awfulSince my post the other day where I was at my wits' end about my body waking up in just full disaster alarm mode every single day. I have been working hard to implement coping strategies and figure out how to decrease/stop this response in myself.... See More »
