Do you like picross?I have been playing the demo of a game called "squeakross". For steam, on PC. It is picross puzzles, but every puzzle makes a different piece of furniture for a rat's house, or clothing for your rat to wear. It is honestly completely adorable and as... See More »
Dream last nightMy mom was her normal self again. The self she hasn't been in years, pre the descent into alcoholism. We went shopping together at target. It was nice. I was having a fun time. She was judging me for wanting to buy chocolate, like she always was... See More »
Alternative fashionAlt fashion in my opinion is very difficult to find. I have been interested in pastel goth, clowncore and decora fashions. Finding them in plus sizes that are also affordable on a tight budget is like impossible. So I am sort of forced to dress more... See More »
Dreams last nightMy dream had 2 parts. In the first part, I met the actor that played Gandalf in the lord of the rings series. We ended up getting along really well. I had a roommate in the dream, like I lived in a dorm. When I was gone she decided to show him my... See More »
Depressed againI should have noticed the signs. It was suddenly getting harder to do my daily activities. And now anything I try to do I can't focus on. I don't enjoy doing anything. I feel bored and restless. I suspect I am in a depressive episode. I am on... See More »
What cozy game are you playing right now?I just started playing Trash Goblin, on steam for PC. I think it is very relaxing and cute so far. You clean up and put together various trash you find and sell them as trinkets to customers. I like that there is no time pressure. While time does... See More »
Dream last nightIt lasted all night even if I woke up I'd fall back asleep to it. I dreamed I was pregnant. I tried to do an at home birth with a midwife but it failed because my baby moved into the wrong position, so I was told I'd need to go to a hospital instead.... See More »
Nightmares lately.Night before last. In the dream I was hungry and tried to get some food, and sort of reached in my fridge and grabbed something without looking and started eating. Somehow I had grabbed a handful of shredded lettuce and it was rotten. So that was... See More »
Wonderful dream last nightI found myself in an arena, with long tables all along the edges. I was seated at one particular table that was towards one of the backs of the arena. All of a sudden our table began to rise up into the air, like it was growing in height until we... See More »
Why I'm not a fan of organized religionFollowing a religion requires having holidays, having certain rites of passage and observing certain rules & rituals about things. Often also attending some form of mass religious ceremony. I like my everyday routine, and hate the change and bustle... See More »
Stupid dramaI tried to reach out to my aunts because I thought my dad could use extra support today with all that's going on. I misinterpreted my aunt's replies and thought she was angry and judging my family so I told her we didn't need that right now. She... See More »
Dream last nightIt was long!! Another vampire dream. I went to this mansion to investigate reports of a powerful vampire that had killed many people in the area. Sure enough when I got there the vampire attacked me and tried to kill me. I turned into my beast form... See More »
Update on my momMy mom is going to die. For any who missed my original post, she fell due to untreated alcoholism and got a brain bleed. First she was getting better. Then she got a second brain bleed and the damage is so bad we were told she would be basically... See More »
Waking up from a dreamAs many on here know or have found out, I have a psychotic disorder, schizoaffective, amidst a few other diagnoses. I was never 100% certain that I was mentally ill and had been on medication for the past 10 years that was giving me some serious... See More »
Current Reading ListHere are the books I am currently reading and my thoughts. "Noise: A Flaw in Human Judgment" by Daniel Kahneman. It's very dry. It's a math book. Sigh. But brings up important points about how seemingly trivial matters can have significant impact... See More »
Development of my spiritualityFrom before I could remember, I was told I complained of monsters and ghosts being around me or coming after me. I had strange dreams that often felt malevolent in nature. I saw things that other people did not see and heard things other people did... See More »
Dream last nightAnother school dream. They have been constant. In this one I was in a graduate school program. They were holding a secret Santa event. The lady I got for my secret Santa was very high up in the academic hierarchy and known for being particular and... See More »
Dream last nightOk I actually didn't have a nightmare last night! I wanted to steal the moon. (....I have no idea why. No I haven't watched despicable me lately 😆) In order to be able to steal the moon, I had to have my idea passed/approved of by a committee.... See More »
Questions for the spiritually inclinedTo any who feel they have communicated with spirits-how did you do so? Did you speak to them out loud? Or did you think at them? Or other methods? To any who feel they have lived with spirits: have you ever noticed them react to things you only... See More »
Looking for videogame suggestionsI am looking for something mindless and cute. In the same vein as Disney Dreamlight Valley and Hello Kitty Island Adventure. No real consequences and nothing is timed. Something that will help me relax. Anyone have any recommendations?
Good ADHD books?My husband has ADHD so I have been trying to educate myself more on the disorder as of late. But I can't seem to find any actual trustworthy books to read on the disorder. When looking for books to read on such topics my favorite authors are... See More »
If you could knowIf you could be told exactly what happens after death, would you want to know? Or not?
Dream last nightI arranged a truce with this ancient alien race that was benevolent but basically thought humanity was shit so they were enemies of Earth. Gradually over time humanity ruined the truce by acting rudely/with prejudice etc towards the aliens. I... See More »
