Why I'm not a fan of organized religionFollowing a religion requires having holidays, having certain rites of passage and observing certain rules & rituals about things. Often also attending some form of mass religious ceremony. I like my everyday routine, and hate the change and bustle... See More »
Stupid dramaI tried to reach out to my aunts because I thought my dad could use extra support today with all that's going on. I misinterpreted my aunt's replies and thought she was angry and judging my family so I told her we didn't need that right now. She... See More »
Dream last nightIt was long!! Another vampire dream. I went to this mansion to investigate reports of a powerful vampire that had killed many people in the area. Sure enough when I got there the vampire attacked me and tried to kill me. I turned into my beast form... See More »
Update on my momMy mom is going to die. For any who missed my original post, she fell due to untreated alcoholism and got a brain bleed. First she was getting better. Then she got a second brain bleed and the damage is so bad we were told she would be basically... See More »
Waking up from a dreamAs many on here know or have found out, I have a psychotic disorder, schizoaffective, amidst a few other diagnoses. I was never 100% certain that I was mentally ill and had been on medication for the past 10 years that was giving me some serious... See More »
Current Reading ListHere are the books I am currently reading and my thoughts. "Noise: A Flaw in Human Judgment" by Daniel Kahneman. It's very dry. It's a math book. Sigh. But brings up important points about how seemingly trivial matters can have significant impact... See More »
Development of my spiritualityFrom before I could remember, I was told I complained of monsters and ghosts being around me or coming after me. I had strange dreams that often felt malevolent in nature. I saw things that other people did not see and heard things other people did... See More »
Dream last nightAnother school dream. They have been constant. In this one I was in a graduate school program. They were holding a secret Santa event. The lady I got for my secret Santa was very high up in the academic hierarchy and known for being particular and... See More »
Dream last nightOk I actually didn't have a nightmare last night! I wanted to steal the moon. (....I have no idea why. No I haven't watched despicable me lately 😆) In order to be able to steal the moon, I had to have my idea passed/approved of by a committee.... See More »
Questions for the spiritually inclinedTo any who feel they have communicated with spirits-how did you do so? Did you speak to them out loud? Or did you think at them? Or other methods? To any who feel they have lived with spirits: have you ever noticed them react to things you only... See More »
Looking for videogame suggestionsI am looking for something mindless and cute. In the same vein as Disney Dreamlight Valley and Hello Kitty Island Adventure. No real consequences and nothing is timed. Something that will help me relax. Anyone have any recommendations?
Good ADHD books?My husband has ADHD so I have been trying to educate myself more on the disorder as of late. But I can't seem to find any actual trustworthy books to read on the disorder. When looking for books to read on such topics my favorite authors are... See More »
If you could knowIf you could be told exactly what happens after death, would you want to know? Or not?
Dream last nightI arranged a truce with this ancient alien race that was benevolent but basically thought humanity was shit so they were enemies of Earth. Gradually over time humanity ruined the truce by acting rudely/with prejudice etc towards the aliens. I... See More »
I wish I had friends in my life who liked to readI love to read. (Mostly non fiction but I enjoy fiction as well.) It is one of my favorite past times and something I spend quite a bit of time doing. I don't really have anybody else in my life who likes to read. Just like I don't have anybody in my... See More »
Sad ventingDays like these I just feel like an annoyance. It feels like my husband barely tolerates me. When that happens I just feel like I have absolutely nothing. Maybe he is only still with me because he feels bad for me. Who knows. Just hurting today.
Dream last nightIt was a weird recurring nightmare. I stepped outside to find there was a massive black hole in the sky. Nobody knew what it was. The dream would always end with something happening with that hole. The first time some guy somehow jumped INTO the... See More »
Got scolded in a dream last nightI was at some sort of gathering. There was someone speaking to the crowd at the front, a man, but there was a break so we were all talking. The girl next to me was talking about....something like struggling with the "historic" something. I wasnt... See More »
Depressing end to nice dayWell my husband and I were having good days and then my husband's evil company just schedules him to work Saturday. (We had cute Valentine's day plans) They have mandatory overtime. Which in our state they are allowed to fire you for not... See More »
A comic about my experience w flight in lucid dreamsWhat are y'all's experiences with flight in your dreams? (1)
IFS therapy has changed my lifeThis is the first year I really finally understood that I have dissociative identity disorder. I had been diagnosed with it by professionals in the past but never really agreed with it because I couldn't see it in myself. Now I finally do. I have... See More »
Dream last nightIt was a nightmare. I was at a banquet. There were many people. I was sitting next to a man who suddenly began to transform into a monster that looked like "the fly" from the old horror movie. A fly human hybrid. He was screaming and freaking out as... See More »
Dream last nightI was at what appeared to be some sort of convent. I was following a group of the women. But the leaders of the group were REALLY unpleasant. They were just rubbing me the wrong way the whole time and clearly making things unpleasant for all... See More »
