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36-40, F
United States
424 views · 40 followers · Online: Recently (date?)
Unique and creative minded, but feel like the field in which I desire won't give me a chance.
About Me
I Hate My Job And Need To Get A New One And I Hate My Life
Wednesday nights are always the calm before the storm. Thursdays are my Mondays. I always start feeling worse with my tremors on Wednesday nights because I just don’t want to face the next day. I work on phones, and the customers tend to be very nast...
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36-40, F
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14 replies
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May 13, 2020
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I Learned Something New Today
Today I learned that my dog’s pre-existing condition (glaucoma) could expand over night and cause what’s left of my dog’s eye sight to disappear. It wasn’t bad enough that he already had cataracts in his one eye left, that the glaucoma has to shift b...
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36-40, F
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4 replies
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Apr 18, 2020
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I Want To Amount To Something
I graduated college with a bachelors in Music in 2015, and can’t even use the degree because it was in music concentration and my goal was never to teach. I left there not knowing where to take the degree next because I was not considered standard, a...
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36-40, F
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6 replies
8 views
Feb 29, 2020
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I Want to Have a Purpose
As of December 20th, 2019 I made a big decision to jump into a field that I never knew I would ever join. Medical Transcription Editing. I am now enrolled in a certification program online, and am excited to start my new journey. Even though I’m stil...
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36-40, F
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13 replies
28 views
Dec 21, 2019
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I Have Lost Hope
Every time I think things are going okay in my life, something terrible happens and another piece of me dies. Little by little I am losing all hope in being happy. Every day, I try to be positive, but by the end of it I just want to close myself in m...
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36-40, F
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4 replies
14 views
Dec 17, 2019
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I Wish I Wish I Wish I Wish I Wish I Wish I Wish I Wish I Wish
I wish I could go back in time and not accept this job I have now, because it’s giving me nothing but anxiety. And I can’t quit it now because it’s full time and I haven’t found another job yet. In this day in age, it’s tough to find a job you actual...
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36-40, F
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6 replies
8 views
Dec 5, 2019
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I Have Lost People I Love From Cancer
My dad visited me in my dreams again. We were back in the room he died in, except this time he looked healthy as though nothing had happened. Sometimes ghosts aren’t aware they’re gone. The first dream I had, I couldn’t see him. He had called me on...
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36-40, F
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8 replies
16 views
Nov 25, 2019
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I Am Lonely
I’m on my break with my work from home job and I feel an overwhelming sense of loneliness. It hits me too often.
36-40, F
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10 replies
20 views
Nov 11, 2019
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I Feel Hollow and Empty
It’s not a good feeling at all, and I don’t know if I will ever feel happy or better again. I feel as though I’ve lost all sense of hope, and wish I could get back to feeling like there is a reason I walk this earth. I’m disgusted by this feeling, an...
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36-40, F
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3 replies
8 views
Nov 5, 2019
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I Am Such A Tragedy
My life has turned into a tragedy full of loss (death) and heartache. I refuse to accept what it has become, however, I cannot seem to dig myself out of the hell I put myself in. It’s full of debt because I thought going to school was the answer to m...
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36-40, F
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2 replies
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Nov 4, 2019
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I Have a Broken Heart
My heart has been broken in many ways. I have lost a lot of people to cancer, and have had people decide to leave my life. I don’t know how much more I can take of all of this heartache. Is it possible to die of a broken heart due to so much loss? If...
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36-40, F
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2 replies
13 views
Nov 3, 2019
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I Want to Work From Home
I have a call center work from home job, but there are take backs. I work as a technical support representative, and even though the pay is way better than I had been getting, and there are health benefits, I’m not sure it’s worth the sacrifice of mo...
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36-40, F
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7 replies
20 views
Oct 28, 2019
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I Lost Someone I Loved to Cancer
On the 13th of this month, it will have been a year since I lost my father to liver cancer. Granted, he drank his way there, but it doesn’t hurt any less. Ever since watching him take his last breath, I have been traumatized. Not a day goes by where ...
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36-40, F
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2 replies
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Oct 8, 2019
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I May Act Like I Am Not Sad When I Really Am Sad
My heart feels heavy today, and I don’t know how to explain it. I just feel like my life is going no where no matter how much I try. It just ends up going no where. And the house is emptier now because our roommate moved out (he was a tenant), but he...
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36-40, F
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1 reply
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Sep 30, 2019
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I Have Always Questioned the Meaning of Life
I believe that before "The Big Bang" there was something that happened to create the bang. This is where I believe "God" comes into play. A lot of people may not believe in this, but I think "God" had to exist to make so...
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36-40, F
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5 replies
12 views
Sep 12, 2019
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I Want to Succeed In My Goals
I try so hard to succeed in finding the best job to carry me to the finish line...to make a better life for myself. However, every time I think I’ve found that job, it disappoints me. I find myself indescribably unhappy, and I get stuck in a never en...
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36-40, F
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Sep 6, 2019
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I Think About Death
My mom told me about a friend of hers that I know whose daughter suddenly died in her sleep. She was in her 20s. I am very sad to hear this. My mom asked me if I would join her at the memorial, but I am unable to because of my job. I feel bad, howeve...
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36-40, F
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3 replies
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Aug 16, 2019
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I Love My Dog More Than Most People
My bf bought a bed frame that’s too high for our blind Papillon. He has been sleeping with us since he was a puppy, and now he’s 11 years old, and I have been trying to find a solution for him to get on and off the bed. He won’t use stairs, I’ve trie...
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36-40, F
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15 replies
21 views
Jul 15, 2019
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What pranks did you pull as a kid?
I didn’t really know any better, but I sometimes locked bathroom stalls in school and crawled out.
36-40, F
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5 replies
9 views
Jun 25, 2019
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Embarrassing & Funny
I Love My Dog More Than Most People
My dog has only one eye since December because of advanced Glaucoma. They had to remove it because the Glaucoma had advanced so badly that it had eaten the entire retina and caused ulcers in the eye. Now, it appears that the Glaucoma has shifted to...
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36-40, F
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10 replies
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Jun 11, 2019
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