Well Iโm 40 todayGotta say not really feeling it. This is not where I wanted my life to be. The ennui I feel about life in general is hitting harder today. I think Iโll throw myself a little pity party tonight and then get back at it tomorrow.
iโm now in my LATE 20s ๐ซmy days are numbered. death is near. plz say ur goodbyes now ๐ i also have to get my blood drawn today and my anxiety is running high because i always pass out ๐ซ