Okay you know birthdays for me are magical, always something intense happens
So today I went to my forest. And there was my ex, in the park, no people, just him, his brother and his wife. And omg - he saluted me like we were friends and I was so cold. I didn't want anything to do with him any longer.
Later things came to be so I had to call another ex! That is impossible isn't it? Yes so my friend was at the port and waiting and messaged me to call this guy and gave me his new number. Mind me, his number ends in 909, just like that hotel manager's number.
I am seeing some sort of similar kind of energy surrounding me and I'm like ew Universe, Cut It Off, I was really saying that, like hey it's my birthday can we change the script a little?
Nevermind, the script changed and I had no more acquaintances other than a 25 or so youngster trying to flirt with me at the kiosk where I bought a mocktail.. I was like, Universe yeah that hot but ain't for me. Like, come on! LOL
I am joking, really I am, I cannot engage in romance and I know it. But I can pretend I can and play pretense ..
I can word play and approach the energy a little .. I've been burnt way too much and also, there is just something in the air, something beyond words and actions that is wanting me to stay put.
Happy Birthday to me. Honestly? It was a good day? Honestly? I am so done and so content it is finally over - DUH THERE'S ONE MORE HOUR UNTIL 00:00 🙈 I should most probably just go to sleep!
Also, no cake no candles. Uh alright. I made my wish clear for this year - to grow my business.
From tomorrow laser focus on working for that application. The sooner I finish it the better so I can move on from here...
Also, no cat feeding, but the rules for staying here are weird.
Be well.... enjoy your day.... Tomorrow is September!
Later things came to be so I had to call another ex! That is impossible isn't it? Yes so my friend was at the port and waiting and messaged me to call this guy and gave me his new number. Mind me, his number ends in 909, just like that hotel manager's number.
I am seeing some sort of similar kind of energy surrounding me and I'm like ew Universe, Cut It Off, I was really saying that, like hey it's my birthday can we change the script a little?
Nevermind, the script changed and I had no more acquaintances other than a 25 or so youngster trying to flirt with me at the kiosk where I bought a mocktail.. I was like, Universe yeah that hot but ain't for me. Like, come on! LOL
I am joking, really I am, I cannot engage in romance and I know it. But I can pretend I can and play pretense ..
I can word play and approach the energy a little .. I've been burnt way too much and also, there is just something in the air, something beyond words and actions that is wanting me to stay put.
Happy Birthday to me. Honestly? It was a good day? Honestly? I am so done and so content it is finally over - DUH THERE'S ONE MORE HOUR UNTIL 00:00 🙈 I should most probably just go to sleep!
Also, no cake no candles. Uh alright. I made my wish clear for this year - to grow my business.
From tomorrow laser focus on working for that application. The sooner I finish it the better so I can move on from here...
Also, no cat feeding, but the rules for staying here are weird.
Be well.... enjoy your day.... Tomorrow is September!
