The Passion, the love and being best friends - It was not enough!It's been a month now. I have handled this well I believe. I finally had no choice but to just let him know that I could no longer continue. We were together for almost 7 years. We never lived together and it was long distance but we made it work. In...See More »
I Am Posting A Thought For TodayMy thoughts: I have given my all and maybe I am being too sensitive to some things,but at times I just think it's consideration and just caring. So for years now, I have been a surrogate mother to some kids. Since I am seeing a man with 6 kids....See More »
Can I baby be left at a fast food restaurant with a 14 year old while the 18 year old mother gets her nails done?I would love everyone's opinion on something that just happened earlier today. This has to do with a mother that's 18 years old, her daughter that's a year old,her brother that is 14 years old and the father of the 14 and 18 year old. The 18 year...See More »
I Am Posting A Thought For TodayIt's been a while since I have taken time to just be. So here goes: New Journey I know I am not truly alone even though we made the decision to go on our own. The tears and heartbreak I heard from both ends was sincere and heartfelt, but they...See More »
I Was BulliedTwo weeks ago, something happened to me where i was judged harshly and someone wanted to change my "I am not interested" point of view to being "all involved" in a subject. Two other people made the same comment I made but i was thee one that one...See More »
I Am Posting A Thought For TodaySuicide So in the last week I have heard of two men in the 40's kill themselves. While I did not know them personally, someone that I am close to knew both. One of them could not deal with something he had done that many people do and some are...See More »
I Would Like To Share My Thought Of The DayToday: It's been a while since I said anything especially here. I hit a very good place in life in the last few months. I can't explain the peace and happiness I was in because of myself and not because of who was in my life, what money could buy,...See More »
I Would Like To Share My Thought Of The DayAppreciation Last week I made a HUGE decision for my life and it was one of the most difficult ones. The interesting thing is that on Saturday I had the most beautiful day ever. I spent all afternoon and evening with someone that I love...See More »
I Want to Know What You See With Your Eyes ClosedThis reminds me of a story. I call it the Pork Chop Story. This happened to me a few months ago and they had their eyes open. I had to run to the courthouse to drop off some legal documents. As I walked in, they had to metal detector walkways....See More »
I Thought Of You TodayLove myself more than I love you. I did it! I am so proud of myself. I have learned that if I want something i should just let it go and believe what comes will come. I did that. I felt a shift in one thing and what will be the results of it, I...See More »
I Thought Of You TodayI thought of you today and I go all over the place. I can't help but to think of more than 3 years. I smile when I think of the start. I ask myself was it all just living a fantasy? I remember so many good times and I remember some very painful...See More »
I Would Like To Share My Thought Of The DaySaturday morning It is very early and I lay here all snuggled in my bed. There is no sound other then the heater air blowing through the vent and the sounds of a car outside. I take small breaths through my nose. I feel the air as it goes through...See More »
I Wish To Share My Thoughts For The DayFriday, One of the hardest questions that a person could ask is: How do you feel? Not many people understand what an emotion is. I am about to call it a week. I stayed and worked late yesterday and today I am actually past my time but decided I...See More »
I Wish To Share My Thoughts For The DayToday, It's Thursday and something "huge" will happen this evening. I am not sure I will be happy about it but it must happen. I realized that life is precious and I have so much more to look forward to. I went through a day of "trying to...See More »
I Have PtsdPTSD I did not know i had it until a few years ago. I just knew that when ever certain things would happen I would get so sick. I felt as if I was out of my body, such intense fear, no control over any of it, the flashbacks kept playing and playing....See More »
I Am Posting A Thought For TodaySo my thought for today: I was typing my thought for today when I got another text, another phone call another message and by this time I realized that my thought of the day at that moment was not that important to me. It's very interesting when I...See More »
I Will Open My HeartI have always known that I have placed a protective shell around my heart. That protection is good and bad. It will protect me but it will also stop me from experiencing some rewarding relationships. A few years ago, I "unfroze" my heart. That is...See More »
I Am Posting A Thought For TodayJanuary 8, 2018 It's Monday and I have been processing many things. It's odd when I go through this at times it's like overload. I feel happy. joy, sad, confused, excited and the list goes on and on. I have learned how to sit with it all to figure...See More »
I Am Posting A Thought For TodayMy thought for today: Mirror under the hood of my car. Well for the past few days, I have been looking for my hand held mirror. I have long hair so I always make sure it's curling the way I want and I also check to see how the back of my outfit...See More »
I Want to Know Your Marriage Proposal StorySunday 12/3/17 Do we all get marriage proposals online? Is that normal? I guess to me it seems to be. I am not looking for them but they happen. Sunday I get a message from a stranger. Apparently he saw my picture on social media. He said hello...See More »
Interestingly, I have different answers from men and women on this question. What does the phrase "That person is hot!" mean to you?
I Am Posting A Thought For TodayToday......... I was good and still am in many ways but.......The course of my life began on this day. The core issues and betrayal were set in motion. Such a special day that one person, due to her insecurities and illness could not appreciate the...See More »
I Have Something to SayWhat i have to say is more for me to get it out and move on. Today started out great! Mind you it still is great. It's sunny out and it may be chilly but it's beautiful. I dressed extra nice due to the fact that I have to speak tonight. I was...See More »
I Am RamblingMy random thoughts today: lets see. I am going to let my fingers just go and see what comes from it. Today is chilly for me. I am hoping my little heater warms me soon. Even though I am wearing boots and a small jacket, I guess again I dressed for...See More »
I Love ShoesOne day I was on the military base with my boyfriend and I was walking to get something. I thought nothing of it. I was wearing 5 inch heels. I came back to where my boyfriend was and he said to me: "You should have seen all the heads look up. They...See More »
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