I Am Posting A Thought For Today
Suicide
So in the last week I have heard of two men in the 40's kill themselves. While I did not know them personally, someone that I am close to knew both.
One of them could not deal with something he had done that many people do and some are doing on this site. I can't imagine the torture he was under to go to such extremes and how lonely he was.
The other guy I do not know the story. I just found out a few minutes ago.
So many lives affected. I know it's been rough for my friend. The questions he is going through wondering why did they not go to him. He would have helped anyway he could have. So now my friend is caught up in that mental torture himself. Some people will seek others to help, but my friend will not. He will isolate now. It's sad because like his friends that would not let anyone help them, now my friend won't let us help him. We wait patiently, without judgement and love until he comes back around.
It's sad to me to see so many people struggle with not being able to talk to anyone, to not feel loved, feeling unworthy, feeling as if they cannot trust, to not know who they are, to feel as if they are not being who they are meant to be, and to not even know what they feel. I have seen them find distractions such as this site. I have been on a course that has shown me in many cases why a person is doing what they are doing. I know how to help my friend, but my friend I know is afraid to be judged and found lacking. He can't trust because someone never showed him what trust is. So I wait.
Ok, I will let this go for now. This is my own thoughts. I am not a doctor.
So in the last week I have heard of two men in the 40's kill themselves. While I did not know them personally, someone that I am close to knew both.
One of them could not deal with something he had done that many people do and some are doing on this site. I can't imagine the torture he was under to go to such extremes and how lonely he was.
The other guy I do not know the story. I just found out a few minutes ago.
So many lives affected. I know it's been rough for my friend. The questions he is going through wondering why did they not go to him. He would have helped anyway he could have. So now my friend is caught up in that mental torture himself. Some people will seek others to help, but my friend will not. He will isolate now. It's sad because like his friends that would not let anyone help them, now my friend won't let us help him. We wait patiently, without judgement and love until he comes back around.
It's sad to me to see so many people struggle with not being able to talk to anyone, to not feel loved, feeling unworthy, feeling as if they cannot trust, to not know who they are, to feel as if they are not being who they are meant to be, and to not even know what they feel. I have seen them find distractions such as this site. I have been on a course that has shown me in many cases why a person is doing what they are doing. I know how to help my friend, but my friend I know is afraid to be judged and found lacking. He can't trust because someone never showed him what trust is. So I wait.
Ok, I will let this go for now. This is my own thoughts. I am not a doctor.
