ProblematizationTo put it pretty simply; problematization it is to question not only one's own questions, but the questions that surround oneself as well. Analyzing one's basic questions about the world is a good way to find better answers for the world. Often we...See More Ā»
I dreamed last nightThat Iād missed the spring. I donāt know what else was going on, but at some point, I realized that everything was full green. The trees casting shade and the world all colorful and I stopped in shock and grief and cried āI missed the little buds!!ā...See More Ā»
Couchxtstvmgkxxhchiiv There are a lot of reasons I suppose for why I feel the way do. And why identifying what exactly that feeling is has become so mystifyingly difficult. Thereās no separation anymore. No lines delineating one emotion from another. Just undulating...See More Ā»
Not all who wander are lost ā¦ šFrom my domain at the corner of Fairview Avenue, I would pick a direction and see what I found. I knew which direction to go to find more kids, which way to find that street lined with huge old trees like a big green tunnel, where the playgrounds...See More Ā»
I donāt know whySometimes I find myself looking around and thinking of The Next. I have always loved Home. Not one place, but every place Iāve made mine. Some more than others, but I have cherished the walls that sheltered me, the little bits of my love and wonder...See More Ā»
These daysIt seems sometimes like life is this set of gears, one set in another and so on, like mechanical ripples that move with, against, or because of each other. I can look back and it seems there was such a long stretch in there where life didnāt change....See More Ā»
The mind wandersIn that in between place where reality starts to tear at the edges of dreams, I thought of cards. The birthday cards still sitting on the bookcase. The card I need to write for Aunt Betty. How I envisioned once upon a time making my own, and then...See More Ā»
One of those things that stuckMy memories are full of snapshots. Moments that stuck for whatever reasonā¦or no reasonā¦to varying degrees of completion. I suppose it works the same for us all. I can feel the shutter and know Iāll remember. It was early evening yesterday. A...See More Ā»
It's a recycled question for me, but.... [I Ramble Randomly] How long does it take you to become "SW Meh" and wish to flee?
It's a bit of a pattern... [I Ramble]I could have given you so much happiness. But you thought I wasn't worth your time. Look at you now, crying in the dark, wondering how you got it so wrong. I wonder that too. It's too late now. No do-overs. Everybody lost. Pity.
The year of uncertainty is close to an end For me, however, 2020 is the year of the great certitude, the world is getting uglier and more dangerous, and it is happening fast. I try to find scraps of beauty wherever I can. This is how my winter sounds like:
Advising vs. JudgingI'm not perfect. In fact, I'm far from it. I've made numerous mistakes, and I still mess up a lot up to this day. No matter how much progress I make in any aspect of my life, there's always room for improvement, and I know I'm not the best. I have no...See More Ā»
How long does it take you to become SW "meh" again after returning? [I Ramble] I love some of y'all, but I change to this with a fierce quicknessš§āāļø....
[Insert Incoherent Mumbling Here]I talk to myself. Like alot. I try and keep my voice down so I don't look insane, but because of this, it also becomes a mess of sounds that nobody can understand if they did hear it. Myself included, Im certain I could record my rambling and play it...See More Ā»
Swimming the daysIt has been a while my life feels like swimming in a big ocean (the pandemic has made this feeling stronger). Sometimes coming out for air, but not for too long since the sight of the endless ocean around me would bring just despair. Sometimes...See More Ā»
Do you remember the TV shows, Sanford and Son and Archie Bunker?Can you imagine these shows on air these days? They were on to teach us about race issues back in the 70s. It would be awesome to see reruns. It would hit the nail on the head now a days! Just a thought!
Has anyone really studied Agenda 21 and all the sub topics to it?I have begun to do so. My mind is being blown wide open. I want to know what is being planned for Mother Earth and ALL her beings around the world. It starts out with nice words of hope. Then the following sub topics start getting hairy!!! So much...See More Ā»
I Am RamblingWorries on my mind. I wish they could flow here as they do within. Wanting to shout out but instead I hit the mute button. Which makes it all worse. One good thing, thank God I have been blessed with a great mate. That is why I devote my time to us,...See More Ā»