I Am Posting A Thought For Today
It's been a while since I have taken time to just be. So here goes:
New Journey
I know I am not truly alone even though we made the decision to go on our own.
The tears and heartbreak I heard from both ends was sincere and heartfelt, but they were not enough to see us through.
We truly care and there is love for each other that I know, you prove it everyday in your actions, but I know you struggle with recognizing what a feeling truly is.
That struggle within you causes so much ripples in the relationship and there is no way that I could ever feel safe, loved and secure.
It's time to walk alone. It's time to continue to grow.
You did not know this, but you started to give me an awareness to something that has kept me in bondage for years.
The pain of recognizing that was huge
The battle of loving you and accommodating your struggles have kept me from healing from this,
I am glad you finally recognize that you need to work on you. I know how difficult this is going to be on you, for I have experienced this walk along side of you..
Strength, peace, love is there for you, if you can stand the pain that will come to you as you heal. .
I will reclaim my peace, my strength and the love that will come to me, but first, I have to just be..... I have to work hard on just letting you go.
The grief of a death will come as will the tears, but in the end, they will cleanse me and change my pain into a memory of what could have been.
God has a plan for me and he is now steering me on a new course. I have to have complete trust. I will have complete trust. My new walk will be another learning lesson because of the difficulty in just going.
I have started my new journey. I will be a better me, knowing that I will be complete within myself and not look for another person to complete me.
As the saying goes, it's not the destination, it's the journey.
New Journey
I know I am not truly alone even though we made the decision to go on our own.
The tears and heartbreak I heard from both ends was sincere and heartfelt, but they were not enough to see us through.
We truly care and there is love for each other that I know, you prove it everyday in your actions, but I know you struggle with recognizing what a feeling truly is.
That struggle within you causes so much ripples in the relationship and there is no way that I could ever feel safe, loved and secure.
It's time to walk alone. It's time to continue to grow.
You did not know this, but you started to give me an awareness to something that has kept me in bondage for years.
The pain of recognizing that was huge
The battle of loving you and accommodating your struggles have kept me from healing from this,
I am glad you finally recognize that you need to work on you. I know how difficult this is going to be on you, for I have experienced this walk along side of you..
Strength, peace, love is there for you, if you can stand the pain that will come to you as you heal. .
I will reclaim my peace, my strength and the love that will come to me, but first, I have to just be..... I have to work hard on just letting you go.
The grief of a death will come as will the tears, but in the end, they will cleanse me and change my pain into a memory of what could have been.
God has a plan for me and he is now steering me on a new course. I have to have complete trust. I will have complete trust. My new walk will be another learning lesson because of the difficulty in just going.
I have started my new journey. I will be a better me, knowing that I will be complete within myself and not look for another person to complete me.
As the saying goes, it's not the destination, it's the journey.
