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Iamtransformingmylife

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MY ACHIEVEMENTS3

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I DID IT! I DID IT ! THE DAY I ACHIEVED MY FIRST ACCOMPLISHMENT . DEFEATED YEARS OF ANXIETY AND PROCRASTINATION AND STARTED POSITIVE SELF TALK

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Yess the dreaded work I had been postponing for weeks , I did it . Finally. I was ao scared so so scared. It was a resume making task for my upcoming interns but since I do not have much things to offer , i was so scared . I asked my friend to help... See More »

THE DAY I FINALLY STARTED TO BELIEVE THAT THINGS CAN AND WILL GET BETTER , MY LIFE AND I WILL GET BETTER , HAPPIER AND ACHIEVE SUCCESS

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This day post 11 am part really helped me so much. My depression has worsened since early may . With the intern exams in mid July and me knowing absolutely nothing and inability to learn anything and etc etc I mentioned in part 1 . So after a full... See More »

Can someone dm me ? I need help

I need help because I am experiencing a panic attack. Or atleast an anxiety attack. But this will be a long chat so if you are busy or can not afford a bit of trauma dumping please refrain ( I am completely okay with that) . but I need help. And... See More »

Past four days went like blur .

I spiralled . I lost control. I was finally getting back my life and then I started again wasting my time and escaping the reality by procrastinating, day dreaming and zoning out . This is bad . This is truly bad. I was at my bottom most point and... See More »

I want to say something very motivating.

You have no time to be insecure. Yes . I said it. No I didn't say you have no reason to be insecure. Everyone feels vulnerable from time to time. Some more . Some less . But this is the truth . YOU HAVE NO TIME TO BE INSECURE. because you have so... See More »

We should play kill marry kiss . Cause I am bored

I ask one . You ask one . So KMK Edward Bella Jacob ?

Do you think SW will shut down someday?

If yes then how soon ? Should I be worried because I have made this my journal for growth and healing . My posts will be lost...

I am craving some chocolates .

Some good hard chocolates. Or cold coffee. Or a cold coffee with chocolate dipped in it.

about yesterday , well i had a lot to say about yesterday

it was quite a busy day ,i completed my resume verification ,submitted all the plethora of documents and really felt happy about it because thse are the tasks i would procrastinate till the last moment . i also gave an intern exam and itdid not go... See More »

Healthy Habits Exhibit#1

No longer listening to Spotify while doing tasks and chores. Only weekly listening sessions will be just granted. I have been suffering from strong dissociative state of mind. Its quite common with patients of anxiety and depression .But it makes... See More »

I have been blocked just now.

Because I said 60 is old. 😐😐😐 But isn't 60 old ?

Do you feel this sudden pent up hatred for the world

I think people who are deemed "abnormal" by the society would relate. That sometimes you need a break from the prejudice and disadvantages you suffer being "abnormal" . Abnormal could be many things - you are transgender, You are someone with... See More »

How did you came across SW ?

Like the first time. Its not a famous name like insta or fb . So how did you arrive here ? I remember that someone said that I look like a certain actress so I googled this randomly " Do I look like..." And then google results referred me to ask... See More »

I am relaxing . Its cool today

Since it rained During the night and I am feeling a warmth in my heart. Along with little anxiety because I had two tasks to do . And I have done one of them but one is left . But its such a beautiful day , not just outside but inside my head too.... See More »

Lets talk about us.

Ask me something

I think I should write part 2 for yesterday

I have written the part 1 of it which was the miserable depressing part . Now I have to write the good part 2.. idk why I am hesitant to write about the good part .

I have to tell you about my day 28 june part 2

I am feeling sleepy man. But this is a very good part . I will edit this tomorrow. I am finally relaxed after a month .

Got my new laptop 💻💻💻 finally

HP Pavilion 15-ec2008AX gaming laptop. Ryzen 5 5600H (2 gb integrated gpu) Nvidia GeForce GTX 1650 (4 gb dedicated gpu) Ram 8 gb SSD 512 gb Refresh rate 144hz Windows 11 And I am so happy that I dedicated time and effort to know and learn about... See More »

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Anytime I meet someone with whom

I might form a romantic relationship, I stop because I know that this would never work out . Almost all of them are not familiar with mental health issues and hardly get me . They were sympathetic and very caring but our worlds never matched . I... See More »

Lmao this is funny

Guys so yesterday I posted that how for the past week I would wake up depressed and feel like throwing up. I thought that it was due to my conditions worsening. Turns out that the meds I was taking for my cervical pain was making me nauseated. Lmaooo... See More »

What processor do you use ?

And graphic card ? Do you play games ?

Its little strange and scary that

After 3 months I won't be in 18-21 age group . I feel 13 ...

Is there anyone here who managed to

Turn their life after years of crippling depression? And feel happy and achieve success.. how did you do that

I should eat something

I think I need help. But first I need to eat something .

Sometimes I feel that

If I get rid of depression and anxiety, there would be nothing left of me. They have become a part of me , my whole personality is based around them. I can't imagine a time where I didn't feel shitty and it overwhelms me that what I would be without... See More »

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