A better lifeA week ago, my closest friend told me he is moving to another country because life would be better there. I remember feeling hurt the moment he told me that, but he looked so excited about the news I couldn't let him know I didn't want him to leave....See More »
It's not that bad..What I always say is that, you never know how bad the situation is until you stop and look back. Cause we always think "It's not that bad, it's not that bad, it's not that serious, it's fine" And with that in mind we keep going, keep pushing and...See More »
Body dysmorfiaY durante todo este camino de ida y vuelta e ida y vuelta e ida y vuelta, mi ansiedad me estaba matando, no sé si es verdad eso de que tengo "body dysmorfia" pero me avergüenza estar fuera de casa, me veo tan horrible a mi mismo que me avergüenza...See More »
NightmaresEstaba en cama, con otros dos chicos, amigos míos (no son eran nadie en específico de mi vida real). Y resulta que uno era bi pero en el armario, el otro tenía curiosidad, estábamos hablando de ello y de porqué lo mantienen en secreto. Estábamos en...See More »
New old dreamI had this dream when I was 16 I think, but never forgot it. I was a lot older, had a stable job and a beautiful wife and 2 little boys as I always wanted. It was a sunny hot day and I had just came back from work. I was still in my suit when I...See More »
The grey truck/Nocturn (Dream)There was a party, a small village party, just for young people. I went to the party with my 8 year old brother, and at the party I ran into my friends. Some from the city I currently live in, others from the small village I use to live, and others...See More »
Lonely with "friends"There's something I've been struggling with lately. And the thing is that as a human I feel like I am created to need others, to be social, to have a small group of people I can relate to and feed off from their energy and have that go both ways....See More »
cuts part 1So I am gonna do this in 2 parts because I can't put it all in one post.... Part 1: In life I don’t think you are suppose to be happy, I think you are suppose to be stable, and once you divert from that stability, either its bc you are over...See More »
I will never be what you want me to beI usually never get mad at anyone, it's hard to get me to be mad, but I guess some people see that as a challenge and go for it anyway. I would rather ignore someone than to be mad at them for something they did, that because first of all it's less...See More »
mental stateI feel like for a year and half now I have been failing a constant struggle to be happy. And it's one thing after another , I am barely keeping my head above it all.
I have been almost there a lot.Pay attention to your patterns. The way you learned to survive may not be the way you want to continue to live. Heal and shift. I have never been in a relationship, I have seen people around me going in and out of them often,but my heart has been...See More »
Another wierd dreamA family, composed of a mother and her daughter, had discovered that the daughter had gift, a talent that no one else had. They found out about this thanks to a medium, but she can only access these powers through the medium. She and the medium would...See More »
Had a weird dream.I had a weird dream last night, I don't remember all the details, and since it was a dream some part of it will be weird and make no sense, but here it is. I was taken to a newly married young couples house to help with the chores, not like a maid or...See More »
Family shitMy mom keeps telling me I have to get along with my step-father, that he has been nothing but nice to me, that he would do anything for me, that he had always wanted to have a son but had 2 girls instead... I have tried, but I can't get along with...See More »
You almost had me believing I am something I'm notYou think you know me, you think you see through me and for a sec I believed what you saw was the real deal, but I know myself better than you do and I am not just what you see.
When you die and go to hell... [I Quote]I will be there waiting for you with a pointy, bloody stick and a blind-rage determination to find out if you can die twice
I want my pictures to transmite feelings [I Do Photography]I wanna capture people doing stuff and feeling things. Being exited, hurt, sad, mad and exprese all through movements and facial expresions, even fear and anger. I want to awake something in my viewers, I want them to feel something when they see one...See More »
I am looking for a word, can anyone help me? [I Question]I think it describes a feeling, like when you are not sad but not happy. I think it starts with an M...I think...I may be wrong about that last one, but I would really like to remember the word.
Be ourself [I Social Anxiety]I don't want you to tell me I need to change I need you to tell me I can be strong just the way I am
Dream number 6I was locked, in a place with very little space, so much so I could barely move my arms and legs. I also remember that I was lying down, it felt like a casket but at the same time not, it was more like that was the only space left in the world. There...See More »
The conversations we use to haveI miss the conversations we use to have, I have been meaning to delete them as part of the owl process of moving on, but for some reason I am not fully aware of, I haven't been able to bring myself to do that just yet. I miss the conversations we use...See More »
My dream 5I was talking to Mom about a friend of mine that called a few days back, After that we went to the balcony, but from different sides of the house. Somehow we weren't living in the same house we are currently living in now, or any of the house we have...See More »
Poem traveling [I Write Poems]I've always imagined us traveling some day, not going anywhere in particular, just on the road. Nothing around but plane landscapes and huge green mountings. I've always imagined us traveling someday, you'd be the driver and I'll be your passenger....See More »
My dreams 4We gat the news on TV, about 2 people that comited mass murders and escaped. It took place at a public space, they went somewhere they knew a lot of people would be and just opened fire until everyone was down. Only one person survived by pretending...See More »