He was upset that I didn't respond to his "goodbye" message and didn't send him one to reciprocate butDoesn't he know that I can't revisit things that hurt me too much? I told him that in the past. I have told him before that I just cannot bring myself to do it. I am very avoidant when I'm in pain. I cannot confront the pain. I did not want to say... See More »
My final post:I need to concentrate on what I'm doing again, so SW as a distraction has to go. I might be back.
Saying goodbye to SpencerI never got to say goodbye to her I never got to go to her funeral I never got to go to her grave I didn't even know where she was until now. Seeing her grave was hard. It was a simple stone saying her name the date and beloved daughter. That's... See More »
My final post:Thanks for the entertainment. It made a nice break, but now I need to get serious again. -Anna
Look up! Its a beautiful day!This space right here is the last space that you will ever occupy with me in it. Being under the same sky. I just took this photo and i feel more alive than i ever have. But i am dead to you! I have been autopsied, mourned over, cremated, ashes... See More »
