Look up! Its a beautiful day!

This space right here is the last space that you will ever occupy with me in it. Being under the same sky. I just took this photo and i feel more alive than i ever have. But i am dead to you! I have been autopsied, mourned over, cremated, ashes buried!
You will NEVER again have the luxury of hearing me utter another word to you. You aren't even worth another thought from me! Every worried moment, every tear that I've cried that I've wasted on you that you so nonchalantly dismissed, i can never get those back. So you keep them! Put them wherever narcissists keep their trophies! And don't bother trying to tell me how all of this is my fault, how i'm not loyal, how everyone always leaves you. It's falling on deaf ears. Save your breath!