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Xalvadora

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Kids want to grow up and be adults, adults want to turn back time to be a kid again.

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Some or most little kids want to be adults because they have that concept of wanting to have no school and to do grown up stuff (living alone and have the fun that children aren't supposed to have, whether it's go partying or going to Dave &... See More »

For some reason, I'll have this urge to hump giant teddy bears.

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Buy me one, I'll be humping it. I don't see how these teens and women have a gigantic teddy bear sitting on their bed and they thinks it cute and nothing else. Yeah, I'll think it's cute, but I'll end up humping it. Then I'll most likely use it as a... See More »

Growing up in the black community

Most people in the black community don't care about mental health. The times when I was telling my mom about my depression, she asked, "Why are you depressed?" When I tell her about how her husband abuses me, she always tells me that the past is the... See More »

I feel defeated.

I have this friend of mine who used to be my roommate. One of the first days I allowed him to live with me, he was telling me that he messed around with some stuff and is now cursed. The first night, my apartment flooded. It never did that while I... See More »

My opinion about Hogwarts:

I love Harry Potter and the whole universe. It fascinates me. Then there are times when I think back on that universe and slowly come to a realization of how some of the classes at Hogwarts are interesting. I think Half-Bloods gets the best of both... See More »

Thinking about the different outcomes Percy could've ended up with in The Olympians

In the first book, he could've died. If Annabeth hadn't said anything about Medusa, he most definitely would have died. Most definitely could've died when he fought Ares. In the second book, if Annabeth was so strongly compelled with charmspeak to... See More »

The amount of times Sam and Dean were thought to be a couple.

Every time someone thinks they're a couple.... SMH.😂

I need another friend, someone whom I can grow close to.

I have one friend, but there's no hope for closeness. I need someone who I can easily talk to, rely on, spend time with, all that stuff. I need a pillar.

I am now starting to see something...

Having friends and family isn't really necessary. At the end of the day, none of us will live forever. So what's the point in having friends when they're going to either leave you or die? I know it's a big game of chance and all, but what's the point... See More »

Just realized that I'm a scapegoat.

No wonder I have trouble trusting people.

I've just realized something...

I may never hear my niece call me, "Aunt/Auntie [My Name]" Mostly because her mother probably won't tell her about me. I mean I get; my oldest sister abd I weren't raised in the same household and were raised by different parents. We have the same... See More »

There are branches of reasons to live

For people who are wanting to die. You can tell a person who wants to die the reasons of living, yet it will lack the purpose for living on ones own terms. You could tell them, "You could go (back) to college to major in something you want to turn... See More »

The only change that doesn't bother me:

Trying new things every once in a while. Wether thats activities, drinks or foods. Clothings are an option as well.

I'm thinking of what it would be like to be a vampire...

My mind escalated to the question if everyone's blood would taste differently. Like, I'm half-expecting the different blood types to taste different from each other from a vampires perspective (like a 50/50 possibility). Also, people will medical... See More »

If you see me talking to someone good-looking,

Do not immediately assume that I'm into them. This also goes for the good-looking people out there too. I see everyone as out of my league; I like to think of myself as lower than everyone else.

What's up with my left foot?

It seems as if I need to roll/flex my left foot to pop it before doing any physically active activities like walking or having a water gun/balloon fight so I don't "sprain" or "pull" something whenever I'm doing those active activities. It'll hurt if... See More »

One of my friends had given me a Tarot Reading.

The more I replayed the cards in my mind, the more it made sense. One of those cards told me that I will not have a stable love life, because I may not believe in love. I was over here, thinking of a nice future with me and a husband, or if not a... See More »

I'm watching The Originals.

There's this scene that sprouted mixed feelings for me: When Elijah ripped a few hearts from humans in a church, turned around and said, "No one hurts my family and lives." And snapped the Elder Witch's neck and walked out, I felt that big brother... See More »

Is there a good dating site or app that is 100% free?

Not having to pay to keep chatting, not having to pay to view profiles and messages, not having to pay a single thing in the app; an app that's free of all of that.

Is this normal? I think I'm allergic to dogs.

Is it normal to be around a dog and start having sinus problems? I currently have a room in my one-bedroom apartment because they have no place to stay. The first night that I was around her service dog (was even encouraged to pick the dog up), my... See More »

I like how

I am capable of seeing a full moon in any phase. Not sure if it's purpose is to make it seem like there are multiple moons. I look up at the sky and see the illuminated part of the moon, as well as the darkened part. The darkened part kind of looks... See More »

I find my life worthless.

I don't see the reason why I'm even alive. I'm only alive because I don't have the guts to kill myself. I can't do it even if I try. I'm going to live until I become tired enough to end my own life. If I am killed before I can do that, then there's... See More »

Need advice!

So, I had bought a 64oz water bottle and is planning on drinking lemon water. So, I was wondering how many lemons is too much and how lemons is too little. Also, do I leave the lemons in the bottle of water?

My aunt is a bit harsh, isn't she?

About a month ago, I was telling her about me changing my address and not fully understanding the whole thing. She scolded me for not knowing how to handle my business. She also told me that this proves that I'm not ready to live alone and that I'm... See More »

I was an unusual kid at school

I had never asked for help with anything. I remember once when one of the class helpers (5th grade) were trying to "help" me in the Computer Room after I said I didn't need any help, I had shoved her arms away from my keyboard. I didn't say that I... See More »

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