So we don't even know what we want ourselveswe get a little closer... we move back away... we move back...we complain why they're being pushy... they don't follow along, we complain they're not coming.. then they come ..and ๐ซช we run back ๐๐ผโโโโก This is constantly happening in relationships, e... See More ยป
I had a revelation about myself the other dayThat I'm afraid of trusting others and letting them get close. It cracked me open, I'd been unconsciously deceiving myself with narratives like "I don't care, i don't need people". I was really afraid of feeling like I don't matter, being... See More ยป
Why is it hard for me to get close to people?The longer I know someone, the more awkward I feel around them. I can be quite good at meeting new people, but after a while I find things start pushing us apart a bit.