I had a revelation about myself the other dayThat I'm afraid of trusting others and letting them get close. It cracked me open, I'd been unconsciously deceiving myself with narratives like "I don't care, i don't need people". I was really afraid of feeling like I don't matter, being... See More »
Why is it hard for me to get close to people?The longer I know someone, the more awkward I feel around them. I can be quite good at meeting new people, but after a while I find things start pushing us apart a bit.
