One of my friends had given me a Tarot Reading.

The more I replayed the cards in my mind, the more it made sense.
One of those cards told me that I will not have a stable love life, because I may not believe in love.
I was over here, thinking of a nice future with me and a husband, or if not a husband, then a bride or a spouse, having at least 10 kids together, and one of the cards told me that my love life would not be stable.
The more I ponder, the more I realize that I would be a shitty lover; I can see myself using a man just for his baby. After giving birth, I wouldn't want shit to do with the father, but I wouldn't be the monster who restricts my future baby daddy from seeing his child. If I start to "feel feelings" for my future baby daddy after birth, I'd rather be friends with benefits with him, as it wouldn't be love. Though, I am far from being narcissistic and sociopathic, since I will value me and my baby's life only.
So, is it possible to be aromantic and lovesick at the same time?