One of my friends had given me a Tarot Reading.

The more I replayed the cards in my mind, the more it made sense.
One of those cards told me that I will not have a stable love life, because I may not believe in love.
I was over here, thinking of a nice future with me and a husband, or if not a husband, then a bride or a spouse, having at least 10 kids together, and one of the cards told me that my love life would not be stable.
The more I ponder, the more I realize that I would be a shitty lover; I can see myself using a man just for his baby. After giving birth, I wouldn't want shit to do with the father, but I wouldn't be the monster who restricts my future baby daddy from seeing his child. If I start to "feel feelings" for my future baby daddy after birth, I'd rather be friends with benefits with him, as it wouldn't be love. Though, I am far from being narcissistic and sociopathic, since I will value me and my baby's life only.
So, is it possible to be aromantic and lovesick at the same time?

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SatyrService · M

TAROT is just a training aid for deeper intuition skill
it only is as good as the "reader is at reading YOU

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@SatyrService And as the person I am, I don't fully believe it, despite its accuracy. But I wouldn't try to change what the tarot said about me; it'd be pointless to do so.

SatyrService · M

@XalvadoraThose same cards, in an identical layout,, can be interpreted[i] many ways[/i]
looking up a card in a book reduces the effectiveness of the tool
any low grade algorithm could do that for you

no two readers will come up with the same result that this person[i] knows you[/i] is a big help

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@SatyrService I highly think the person who has done my tarot reading doesn't know me very well. I met her at a group I attend to almost every week. I hardly talk about myself, yet I still call her my friend.
So the reading she gave me seems to be very accurate, I was surprised. Because what she read to me, was nothing I have told her beforehand.

SatyrService · M

@Xalvadora much of tarot is based on Kabbalah , a system of understanding human archetypes among other things
the wisdom behind Tarot is profound
for further reading I recommend "The Mystical Kabbalah By Dion Fortune.. an excellent introduction to those understandings

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@SatyrService No thank you.😊 I wouldn't be interested in learning about Tarot. I like the way they are used, but I'm not interested in learning about them, as it is not in my path.

SatyrService · M

@Xalvadora fair.
though I use a technology, I still like to know it's Nuances
eg: look what cars have done to us.

be well