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I feel defeated.

I have this friend of mine who used to be my roommate. One of the first days I allowed him to live with me, he was telling me that he messed around with some stuff and is now cursed. The first night, my apartment flooded. It never did that while I was living here. Unfortunate things started to happen while he was here such as my family not wanting to financially support me and help me out because my friend didn't have a job at the time and wasn't helping paying for my bills. On top of that, my friend had three animals with him and one is a service dog. As i stated, he had no job and I was one of the people who were thinking that he should take his animals to a shelter just so he can help himself. I understand that he raised those animals, but not having any money to take care of them is not a good thing to do. He has some mental health diagnosis as well, including a physical disability. His family doesn't want anything to do with him.

I was risking my place for him because I wasn't supposed to have animals let alone an unregistered person living with me. This went on for a year before I finally decided to tell him to leave.
Eventually, he left with a new friend he made and started living with the friend over at the friend's parents house.
While he was living with me, I was thinking about why is everything not working out for him and he's just here, taking all of it. He's been homeless for most of his life.
While living a few months over his friend's parents' house with the friend, he's now getting kicked out along with his friend. He just can never win.
I'm not saying he should end his life, but it surely seems like life doesn't like him very much. He's almost 30. I feel so sad and defeated while he's going through these things. I'm unable to help in any way.

 
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