I find my life worthless.
I don't see the reason why I'm even alive. I'm only alive because I don't have the guts to kill myself. I can't do it even if I try.
I'm going to live until I become tired enough to end my own life. If I am killed before I can do that, then there's that.
I'm going to live until I become tired enough to end my own life. If I am killed before I can do that, then there's that.