@
th3r0n I've grown up with Christianity. Little me knew I didn't want to be a Christian. After those worrisome nightmares I had of the church I was going to, I was scared to even go to church, yet I had to go since I couldn't stay at my aunt's by myself. After I've turned 12 years old, my mother had bought me a smartphone, my first phone. This expanded my curiosity as I've done some research about some names of religions. Since I grew up thinking that there was only one god, I had decided that he doesn't exist. 12 year old me stood by logic and no article could tell me if god was real or not, since it lacked proof. So I had decided that I was an atheist.
All the way until I was 17 or 18 where I had discovered a few mythologies, and realized that Christianity is also considered as mythology. This made me turn from an Atheist to Agnostic. As I truly did not believe that there was no "higher power" who originated from a foreign country. I had believed there were something out there as I had theorized that there not being a heaven and hell. I didn't theorized about there being any gods, I just simply theorized the possibilities of there being a whole other universe.
I would like to be Agnostic until I can further prove to myself of the possibilities not being possibilities, but real. Once I've further proven myself that, then I would consider myself a Pantheist, despite me not knowing much other religions.
A Greek Goddess appeared in my dream, pointing me to the direction of Demonology/Demonolatry (Demonology; study of demons. Demonolatry; worship of demons). Demons do not want anything to do with us humans. They see us as equals. As far as I have read, devils are diabolical; devils and demons are not the same.
