I find my life worthless.

I don't see the reason why I'm even alive. I'm only alive because I don't have the guts to kill myself. I can't do it even if I try.
I'm going to live until I become tired enough to end my own life. If I am killed before I can do that, then there's that.

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in10RjFox · M

The same goes to 99% of the world population. And the remaining 1% haven't found the time to think.

So instead of being shy and introvert, you can just switch and go daring. Just get yourself exposed to life and start to live in the open. Start relating with strangers in random and take part in their life.

Just become a social escort and go places. Like how life has no meaning all components in life too has no meaning. So just benefit others the ways they want.

You will soon find yourself in demand.

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@in10RjFox Easy for you to say. I live in a small ass city that has nothing in it. I have to wait two years to go to a bar for just in case they ask for my ID. Though it may be one year because when February of 2024 comes around, I'll have one more year. I have DL, but no car. So I cannot explore the world. I also cannot get a job for some damn reason. Nobody wants to hire me. I am this close into selling my body just for some money.
I'm not shy. I may be introverted, but I'm nowhere near shy. I won't interact with others because what is there to say? I don't know how to talk to people unless I'm asking around about something they either have or if they seemed to be knowledgeable of. I'm not really a talker, but I do have friends.

in10RjFox · M

@Xalvadora [quote]Easy for you to say.[/quote]
You really think so. Let more comments come in and then tell me who else say like what I have said.

Any thing can't be resolved at once as first one must poise oneself towards the direction and set sail .. and then the wind will take you where you wanna go. You are a nomad. So no place is where you belong. So once you start thinking you will find ways to jump over or go around the hurdles.

And anything I say is based on the impression as other specific stuff you need to tell me.

First tell me what keeps you in the small ass town ?

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@in10RjFox I have no vehicle, for one.
Two, I'm currently going to college here. So I would be here for like one more year or two.

in10RjFox · M

@Xalvadora so it's your life outside of college that causes this extreme thinking..

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@in10RjFox I don't have a life outside of college.

in10RjFox · M

@Xalvadora yeah .. that's what is causing you to think extremely..

Anyway I have messaged you..