I Am On MethadoneWell I just finished my 3rd full day being on my new lowered dose. For those of you who haven't been focused of drugs for years, the 3 days makes a difference because that's how long the drug remains in your system. If you lower your daily dose then...See More »
I Love Watching MmaI don't exactly want to get smashed in the face repeatedly myself. But boy do I have some opinions on how other guys should do it! Lol I don't like watching girls fight. I don't like it even if they are skilled. I have watched mma since before it...See More »
I Tried Online DatingYeah I tried it. It doesn't work out very well. Everyone is using pictures from them in high school or college and then you show up and it's the late-model of the person you thought you might like. I really hate dating with a passion. Good looking...See More »
I Like Fun Stuff, And Fun Things, And Fun ThoughtsSo I wanted to have some fun and I thought going up and playing a poker tournament would be a good use of my time. I haven't played in years but I went up and played at the cash table until the $60 tournament started - and lucky for me, I earned...See More »
I Fight Depression And Loneliness Everyday Depres(Secret good karma!) Well as some may have read I had my motorcycle stolen. I had been saving up to get a car or truck for winter but this issue certainly threw a wrench in the plans. I only had liability so it was just a loss. So I spent all my...See More »
I Battle DepressionDepression is super difficult to contain - and I assume that's similar for depression that's brought on by anything. I have been recovering from a morphine addiction (and short term heroin, but that's because of the lack in the recovery system; I...See More »
I Am Trying Hard To Remain Hopeful Right NowSo I have been trying to remain positive but it's very difficult. I have been working hard and saving up - while riding a motorcycle this summer, and my intentions were to buy a truck or car when winter approached, with the money I managed to save...See More »
Is this site really 5 years old?!?I saw a trophy under joining that said "first 5 years of SW" Has time really flown by that quickly?!? I swore this was at most in year #3.
I Have Major Depressive DisorderI have been battling depression for many years - it also seems to run in my family, so it's not an unreasonable burden - I suppose. I probably don't LOOK like someone you'd expect to have depression though. I'm a fairly good-looking guy, I'm...See More »
I Love to Ride MotorcyclesI adore riding a motorcycle, but it's certainly much more dangerous than driving a car. The reason is not just that it's trickier to not fall, it's that the cars really do not look around very carefully (as a general rule) and you must be extra...See More »
I Really Love My DogPoor Stella strained a muscle on the 4th of July but thankfully she has begun to be healed and walk on all 4's again. I was carrying her up and down the stairs - not fun for me! But she deserves it. Sweet girl...
I Admire Depth And UnderstandingSo while growing up - I was definitely confused. I thought the world, especially America, was a meritocracy. I mean, I was under the impression people who COULD, DID, and were sought out for those abilities; and that those who COULD NOT, ended up...See More »
I Believe Life Is a Life Long LessonEver seen the movie, "Rounders"? It's a poker movie with Matt Damon and Ed Norton (among others)... There is a quote in the movie that I love, it comes from a poker book - In "Confessions of a Winning Poker Player," Jack King said, "Few players...See More »
I Am LonelyI have always felt disconnected from other people. I love my family dearly and they were always very good to me; but I always feel inadequate when I'm around them or feeling like they are judging me. If I really dissect the emotions and...See More »
I Ride MotorcyclesI TRY to ride them anyway... Yesterday it got away from me and I was the sad viewer of my motorcycle sliding down the road sideways; sending sparks flying and me sliding much more slowly... I am not as guilty as some might think in this situation......See More »
I I'm a People Person, But I Don't Really Like PeopleI enjoy the company of people, and I like being helpful and generous. Although, I end up deciding many people aren't very good, after being kind to them for a certain period. They will show that they are only takers, and they never give back or...See More »
What is a good name for a Roofing Company?I have experience and references already - but I am thinking of changing my company name. One reason is that it's currently named after my dog - and I didn't expect to really do it for very long. Now that I'm thinking I'm really going to do this...See More »
I Struggle With AddictionI think addiction is incredibly difficult. People should not be judged harshly for being addicted, any more than you would judge a mentally disabled person for not being "able." It is the same situation, just on a much smaller scale. People...See More »
I Miss The PastBank robberies are so exciting. They have all this drama and potential for things to go smoothly or terribly wrong. So interesting... Apparently, it's going to become just a thing of the past. Why? Because bank robbers are pathetic now in...See More »
I Like NirvanaThe BEST PERFORMANCE with THE MOST SOUL and EMOTION EVER! WOW if MTV was ONLY around to make this one positive thing - I will still appreciate them for doing it - despite the additional garbage they needed to produce. MTV Unplugged of Nirvana in...See More »
I Enjoy Grocery ShoppingDoes anyone else buy bananas every trip to the grocery store? but - you always ask yourself, "I wonder if I'll eat any of these before they go bad..." And into the cart they go...
I Believe In Making A Difference In Our CommunitiesUpon thinking about it - I have a good idea why so many people are so depressed in USA. TV... Now, it's not JUST TV, it's how it's designed. In the old days, before TV, things were all about "keeping up with the Joneses" If your neighbor's ended up...See More »
Advice you'd give to your younger self?Say you somehow magically got to have a short conversation with younger self... No guarantees they'll listen! Lol, but what would you want to say? Do you feel you have any outlooks or insights now that you've gained - that would have benefitted you...See More »
Famous and die young? Or normal and whole life?Which would you choose, if given the option? Do you think a short life - say dying at 29, but the world knows your name, and you make the front page when you die... OR Have a quiet life, dying at 89, but you only are known by a few family and...See More »
I Love RomanceIf using drugs is bad, because it gives you a false sense of satisfaction and it causes you to interpret certain things differently; to your pleasure, when compared with other people... Then... Isn't Love the same? Love makes you put the benefits of...See More »
