I feel so insecureFrom 2020 all my friends died and I was buying pills to sleep because I don't want this life. But I may go to the centre for lunch and then a NA meeting at 6.30. I should but I feel so lost
The story behind my name - No I don’t think I’m a ten, I just let a free bar get the better of me.A few years ago me and a friend went to a work function in a city we weren’t familiar with in a restaurant we wouldn’t normally be able to afford a starter in. We thought we were arriving fashionably late but it turned out we were the first to arr... See More »
How I Found Freedom From AddictionAddiction is often misunderstood. Many think it is about a substance, habit, or behavior, but in truth, addiction is the soul and body searching for comfort, safety, and relief. The heart longs to feel secure, loved, and at peace, and when life... See More »
The hardest day isn’t always the first.It wasn’t day one. It wasn’t day thirty. It wasn’t even day 456. It was day 78. The day before I relapsed. The day I was too tired to keep fighting. Too tired to keep shoving the urges down and pretending I was stronger than them. Day 78 was quiet... See More »
Loving an addict is hell.Loving your brother while he slowly kills himself is something I don’t even have words for. He has everything now. Money. A beautiful house. Security. The kind of life we never had. And he still puts it in his veins. We almost lost him again last... See More »
