Tvxhed

Well, I am a single white male and I am now in my early 30s. I have a college degree but I still haven't found my true "purpose" in life yet. I am very disillusioned by the culture here in USA. I don't care about the Kardashian's or trying to get a Bentley car. I don't want a platinum set of false teeth with my name written in diamonds on it.
I just want to be a good person, and build a good life.
I have always been secretly shy, with a good extroverted facade. Once I know people, I feel more extroverted, but idk... I don't like hurting people's feelings and I don't like my own being hurt. It's important to me to be the highest quality of friend that it is possible to be. I have felt this way for a very long time and I had hoped it would be reflected back upon me, by my friends. I have learned that's not exactly how the world works, and that makes me sad.

I don't like greedy people and I don't like hurting others. As a result, I am considered a bit of a failure here in my own country.

It makes me sad that success and financial well being isn't even remotely connected to a person's merits.
It's all just who you know, and people giving their loved ones special deals.

I wish I had the power to affect the economy. I feel I could do an astounding amount of good to the world, if I had any power. But, the only people who obtain power are ones that are born into that situation, or super super greedy folks that lie, cheat, and steal until they get there. The ones lucky enough to be born into OT have such twisted perception that they'll never be much help to folks either.

I wish I felt like this wasn't just a lost cause.