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Lilliesandlight

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I really feel like i don't belong in this world

Fake compliments

Compliments from a narcissistic emotionally abusive partner have no meaning. The "you're beautiful " translates to "I'm telling you nice things to keep you under my control." It's insidious. Whenever i hear the words "you're beautiful " from him,... See More »

Have you ever had a near death experience?

If so, what was it like?

So tired of being married to a narcissist

He didn't get what he wanted last night and he immediately accused me of cheating on him. And today is punishment. Silent treatment, anger and attitude. He's going out of his way to make me feel unwanted. I couldn't bring myself to let him use... See More »

A long warm hug.

Should i go get an ice cream?

I get tired of making decisions, lol

Having a shit day today

Little sleep, tons of stress and work. Home life is a wreck. I just want to disappear. But i know i can't. I have kids that depend on me. Im just tired of having to be strong all the damn time. And of feeling alone.

Can anyone save my hurting heart

For a very brief moment i thought i might be able to have feelings for him again. But he reminded me that's it's just impossible.

I just need to be loved

Wish I had someone to hold me. Make all the pain go away.

Who knew……….….....?

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Do you believe in angels?

Have you ever had an encounter with one?

I wish I could figure out why I'm so disliked

I've never felt like I belong in this world.

Why can't love be real

I've only been used and manipulated. Never loved. I just want to feel safe

All I've ever wanted

Is to be loved. To be held, and feel warm and safe.

What does it feel like to be loved?

I don't think I'll ever know what it's like.

Sums me up so well

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It's my birthday tomorrow

No one to celebrate with. Wish I could go out and do something fun. But nope. Just work and loneliness. ☹️

Overwhelmed by loneliness

Been through a lot lately. Spouse was in a horrible accident. I was out of with for several months to take care of him. When I went back to work I found out my friends weren't friends anymore, I'm the outcast now. But I need the job so I just pretend... See More »

I really, really hate that I have to go back to work.

Been on leave for five months because of a family emergency. I really don't want to go back. The thought of having to go back to working 50 hours a week to make a living is just depressing. And my coworkers have really disappointed me. I thought we... See More »

I'm really struggling tonight

I have a lot of weight on my shoulders and no one to lean on. I take care of my family, and when I'm in need, when I have emotions, when I break. That's when I'm reminded how alone I am. I'm not allowed to be sick, I'm not allowed to cry. I'm not... See More »

I'm so overwhelmed

I'm about to have to take on an insane amount of responsibility. Idk if Im strong enough

Please distract me

I'm so stressed

Omg I just had the write up meeting with my boss and the insane coworker.

And I am freaking traumatized. This lady truly is insane.

Can y'all please pray for me

I'm in trouble at work. I wrote up a terrible employee at work. She's earned being fired tenfold. Absolutely horrible. Attitude, costs the office thousands of dollars, never does anything right. Disrupts the workflow in they office cause she wants... See More »

Is it hard to get in an IT career?

My current job is a dead end. I'm pretty tech savvy, I'm thinking about switching careers. I don't know if it's possible though

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