Having to deconstruct myself using counselling theory is so hardI've handed it in twice and it's not met criteria ๐ฎโ๐จ it's hard delving into yourself regardless, but using complex theory alongside trying to deconstruct your messy mind is tiring and difficult. You're looking at you a past self who you don't... See More ยป
Sometimes I donโt know what I need to help myselfand it makes decision making even harder. I wish someone else could make my decisions for me
I sometimes become so hard on people who love me.I canโt reciprocate love the way they want me to . .I always think that I will give my 100% to the relationship ,but I turn out to be my biggest critic. Something always pull me back . Its always half empty.But my emotions and care supersede the... See More ยป
Talking is hard...Opening up is hard, I feel numbed. When I don't talk people just walk away and said they are done trying but How am I supposed to talk when I keep getting abandoned? I need time to talk, I can't just open my mouth and bark.