Ive been pretty unsettled recentlyI've had work stress, work drama, extra days, my own internal stuff to deal with, insurance to pay, my birthday was kind of a total wash 😅 and I've not been eating or sleeping great really. I know I'm okay for now but my course starts next month... See More »
Housing market be like"You must make 3 times the amount to live in this piece of garbage that costs twice what it's worth which nobody earning that much would want to live in" 🫠 I'm cool where I am but that's enough for today..
When you wake up mid afternoon because you didn't sleepI feel like I need an ice bath and a skydive 😖 then a cold slap
Haven't written in a long time and I can't sleepHeads aflame, She immolates my darker shades Forest fires in oil paint Chromatosed in vacant space Black hole in a sequoia vase Yin and Yang, Anathemas in gilded pane Casted bird with plaster wings Syncopated states of sun and rain
I'm going to start writing and getting creative againI used to write/record poetry, rap and music in general, and I was happiest doing that and oil painting. I haven't made the time for too long so I'm gonna start getting it all set up 🙂
Celebrating my day off tomorrowTonight I'm having sliced rump steak in butter, thyme and garlic, roasted sweet potato, blueberries, avocado and eggs 😁 with black coffee ✌
What's an artist or band that you love but nobody else you know does?I've loved this dudes work for a decade. It's dark and more like poetry. One of the people who got me into writing, might pick it up again. (3)
What's your average day off look like?Mine is listening to vapour/low fi with candles, working out, audio books, cooking and video games. I'm pretty out of the way where I live so going places is commitment unless I'm running. That and I don't know anybody yet. It's cosy, relaxing, and... See More »
10 things learned in my 30s so far1. There is no "someday", we have to make things happen and plant the seeds to see fruit. Make real plans, small actions that lead to larger ones, and do something about what you want, no excuses. 2. Consistency beats talent every time. The person... See More »
Made my rainy day curry todayIt's a Japanese sweet and savoury curry with honey, soy sauce, grated apple and ginger. I make and toast the spice blend myself. Prepared some lapsang tea which smells like bonfires, my favourite smell. It's tea leaves smoked over pinewood. Staying... See More » (1)
What's your ride or die aftershave/fragrance?Mine are le male (black) for winter, smells like cardamom, lavender, vanilla La nui by YSL which I wear for sexy occasions Platinum Egoiste by Chanel, which I've worn since I was 15 - Floral and woody I like spicy and complex
I don't think my sense of self has returned fully from the last 3 years yetI went through a time where I just worked and studied in relative isolation. I thought it was social anxiety but I literally haven't invested in anything in my personal life, hobbies, interests etc. I had no time. So I find myself not knowing who I... See More »
I'm officially 33 today 😅I've grown much as a person, but I never grew taller than 5'9, but it'll definitely happen next year, I'm just a late bloomer. I'm proud of who Ive become though, I'm in a chapter of self discovery and ambition, and something great is on the... See More »
Look I done built a standing lightI am the epitome of manliness, excuse me while I ride my horse with my cigar while the sweat of my dad bod glistens in the sunset (1)
Finished my first play through of Silent Hill fOh my god that was wild, I'm left with so many questions. It's genuinely so amazing and it really surprised me in so many ways, I was speechless at some points and that's rare for me.
I couldn't sleep at all 😮💨I think I'm a bit burned out, I'm having to force myself to eat because I'm not hungry at all and I'm feeling a bit wired
I like how at 32 I'm still doing Dr Phil voices to my friend at 3.30amRub muh bawd head n make a whish
I've worked about 40-50 hours and my brain is tiredReady to take a couple days off and chill. Working with 10-15 people is socially tiring for me, my personality kind of dissipates as the week goes on. Starting my creatine loading this week and I'm gonna do something nice for myself with my... See More »
A 12 year old was killed in the recent missile strikes on UkraineWhat kind of despicable cowards do something like that, the same type who gun down starving children in Gaza. I don't know how they live with themselves.
Silent hill puzzle difficulty being likeNormal : push the left one Hard : I am a fly, or am I? Where is my castle!?
What's your plans for today?Amma make a Thai curry from scratch blending herbs, lemongrass, chilli etc, get a workout in and play Silent hill F 🤟
Today I got lost in a national park for an hourAnd found out that high schoolers really want to die and enjoy walking in front of my car while it's moving 🤔 I jet washed it yesterday though so too bad.
I've lost 15lbs in 2-3 months 😁I'm down to 147lbs, I'm aiming for 140 before I start lean bulking on a slow and gradual calorie surplus. Ive just done it through exercise, eating at maintenance or in a slight deficit and eating healthy foods and high protein. I've put on muscle... See More »
