I Never Knew my Dad.My dad has been an alcoholic for as long as I can remember. Growing up, he was always angry, hard to please, and abusive. I spent so much of my life trying to earn his love and make him proud, but nothing ever felt good enough. I canβt even remember... See More Β»
Pt today my favorite thingSo I have PT today and I'm really looking forward to it. Best day ever. Trying something new if I say this over and over it will be true right lol
I'm home and restingNot sure who's bright idea was to schedule four appointments and one day but I am exhausted. So The good news is is that the infection in my heart has responded very well to the treatment so I will probably have to do the IV's for one more week go... See More Β»
Starting back with PTSo I cannot hold it any longer. I have PT on my right arm and shoulder. I'm not looking forward to this but I need to get motion back in my shoulder. I have honestly barely moved it since the surgery because it hurts so much. But one day at a time... See More Β»
Took a shower this morningAnd mostly by myself too. So none of you will have to complain that I am stinky today ππππ But I am sure feeling it now. Joel is getting ready to put on my pain patch and I'm going to have oatmeal for breakfast today. Today is a new... See More Β»
This surgery has been hardThe surgery has been much harder than my last one. I don't have hardly any energy, the pain is way worse this time and I am feeling very very depressed. I know it's probably because I had two surgeries so close together and I just need to give... See More Β»
PT was not kind todayThey did physical therapy on my legs which was fine and then they decided they wanted to work on my right arm and shoulder. That hurt so much. I had to bite my bottom lip to keep from screaming out in pain. But they felt that they needed movement in... See More Β»
What kind of pain do you endure? Poll (19) See Poll OptionsIn my mid 40's, I woke up one morning when my legs were stiff and I can't walk. There's an excruciating pain to any slight movement that can twitch my... See More Β»