Fibromyalgia kicks arse again!
So Friday I had a wedding to go to as my hubby was bestman and tbh my anxiety was awful before I even left the house as I was wearing a dress and don’t do dresses but the anxiety makes my pain worse so my whole body hurt.
When we got there the bar was free so I had a couple of vodka and cokes and then after the ceremony I had 3 glasses of prosecco to try and numb the pain as silly me forget to bring pain killers lol.
My 3 sons where due at around 7 so I just kept drinking and when they finally got there I took some painkillers and my pain felt ok so then I began dancing and forgot the pain.
The whole day was so lovely and I really enjoyed it but as the night went on I felt the pain return thankfully we left about 12.30 and on the way home I knew that it’s going to take it out of me.
I was surprised I wasn’t sick with the amount of alcohol that I consumed lol but I got into bed and couldn’t take my meds as they don’t mix well with alcohol so I fell asleep then woke up at 6am and took them.
Yesterday I felt exhausted and my body just hurt all over but I rested as much as I could and was asleep by 9pm and didn’t wake up till 11.30 this morning and Jesus Christ I can barely move.
I seriously hate fibromyalgia and I know I will be in pain for about a week if not longer but this is my life now I realised I have to choose what I do and when.
I have cancelled all plans with people just because I know I had this wedding and didn’t want to push myself like I have done the past 3 years but I know now that I have to just do what I feel I am able to do but now I need to rest!
Fibromyalgia is awful 😞
When we got there the bar was free so I had a couple of vodka and cokes and then after the ceremony I had 3 glasses of prosecco to try and numb the pain as silly me forget to bring pain killers lol.
My 3 sons where due at around 7 so I just kept drinking and when they finally got there I took some painkillers and my pain felt ok so then I began dancing and forgot the pain.
The whole day was so lovely and I really enjoyed it but as the night went on I felt the pain return thankfully we left about 12.30 and on the way home I knew that it’s going to take it out of me.
I was surprised I wasn’t sick with the amount of alcohol that I consumed lol but I got into bed and couldn’t take my meds as they don’t mix well with alcohol so I fell asleep then woke up at 6am and took them.
Yesterday I felt exhausted and my body just hurt all over but I rested as much as I could and was asleep by 9pm and didn’t wake up till 11.30 this morning and Jesus Christ I can barely move.
I seriously hate fibromyalgia and I know I will be in pain for about a week if not longer but this is my life now I realised I have to choose what I do and when.
I have cancelled all plans with people just because I know I had this wedding and didn’t want to push myself like I have done the past 3 years but I know now that I have to just do what I feel I am able to do but now I need to rest!
Fibromyalgia is awful 😞
