Elderly men were pestering me.Older drunk men were often pestering me in the bar in Scotland. I have never been pestered by elderly men in England. A disgusting old man said I like him. He tries to take away my phone and he pushes my head. I am immediately moving to another... See More »
I feel exhausted tonight.I need an advocate to help me. Things are getting complicated. Jesus helps me. Why am I still breathing? I would like to go to sleep and not wake up anymore.
I live in a nightmare.I think I need to move out from my area. I don't have friends and relatives here. I am stressed about a few things that haven't been solved. I am worried about committing suicide because the weather isn't great here. I don't know why I feel so... See More »
I embarrassed myself in the bar.I embarrassed myself in the bar because people were listening to my words. I sang ,"Wake Me Up When September Ends” from Green day." I changed the lyrics to " like my husband comes to pass 7 months has gone so fast.” I thought no one would listen... See More »
My ankle has been swollen for more than 4 weeks. I don't feel good at all. When will this heal? I read on the internet that it can take up 3 to 12 months. I put on 2kg weight again because I can't cycle and have a long walk. I was successful lose to 68kg. I need to lose 10kg to achieve 60kg. (2)
Could someone suggest affordable countries to live with an easy visa application?I am miserable living here. My son will not come to visit me between December and January. He won't spend his time with me. I am alright that he won't celebrate anything with me. I see it is meaningless to live in this country while I am unexcited.... See More »
I am terrified. This year is the darkest year of my life.It has been 6 months since my husband passed away. I still missed him so much. I am crying again. I wished he is still alive with me. I am very worried about the cost of living because I don't have a job to support myself. I am terrified. I applied... See More »
Memories bring back sadness.People tell me to keep the good memories of my husband but I feel so sad when I remember him and our relationship. I cry every time I remember him. I feel guilty. I feel like I don't deserve his Will. I feel pain on my chest. I don't know how to... See More »
My holiday in Borneo MalaysiaI went to a horrible dirty small town. There has been many wild dogs. I was so scared that those dogs had rabies and bit me. I found a paradise island where a lot of rubbish on the beach. The holiday has cured little bit of my heart. (7)
I miss my late husband.It has been 4 months he had turned to ashes. My heart is still hurting. I can feel pain on my chest. Half of my soul had left me alone in this earth. Tears have not dried up yet. I have nobody around me to give me a hug. My friend gave me 2 Teddy... See More »
I am still crying over my late husband.Jesus helps me. I don't know how to walk out from this grief. I have promised that I am not going to Switzerland to end my life. I don't know how to build my life around the grief.
Spirits are comforting me.The Holy Spirit stopped me from going to Switzerland to assist in dying. Last night, I heard my husband's voice loudly," Please don't do it. Please don't go to Switzerland." He called my childhood name. For many months nobody has called my childhood... See More »
I lost myself in grief.I can't see a pretty face on me anymore. I hate my white hair. I look so ugly in the mirror. No smile on my face. I can see a sad face in the mirror. I lost my sense of humour and confidence. I cry everyday. I don't put on heavy makeup anymore... See More »
I miss a hug from the guy fromI miss hugging that big guy because he reminds me of my late husband. I can smell his deodorant and it makes me feel secure that my husband is around me. But he has been playing a silent and cold game with me. He doesn't text me at all. He doesn't... See More »
I am not ready yet to open my heart for a new relationship.I went on a dating site, and one of the men made me feel uncomfortable. They aren't looking for a relationship but they look for a one night stand without any effort. I deleted my profile and I am not going to meet anyone online. I met a man in a... See More »
My fear of life.I have a lot of issues. The lease car has to go away. (my husband took the contract before he passed away). I bought a car 2 weeks ago and it can't be road tax for some reason and I can't drive it. I will have an important appointment on Monday and I... See More »
It's so painful to lose my husband.I feel so painful that I live a life without my husband. I went to bereavement group and I didn't feel like it helped me. The probate isn't helping me at all, I feel trap in the place that I don't want to stay anymore. I want to travel as a... See More »
Probate depressionI am frustrated with people such as lawyers, probate partners and people around me. They can't give me the best advice for processing probate. The lawyer was scared of missing international assets which had been closed for a long time before my... See More »
I am grieving at the moment.I feel so awful. My heart has broken. Someone who loved me so much died 8 days before birthday. He was my protector. I have no one in this world cared about me anymore. I wanted to commit suicide when he was gone within 2 weeks. There are a lot of... See More »
I want to sell but I don't know how long it takes.These are photos from our condo. Hopefully, someone wants to buy it. (3)
I am not buying a house and rent it out anymorePeople love to trash someone else house to make it inhabitable to the owner to clean up.
I am learning several songs. I am learning several songs from Loreen Fauzia Alex Warren Ordinary Bloodline Bensoon Boone Rachel Platten Stand by You Could someone suggest modern songs? (1)
I heal from Plantar fasciitis by getting PRP (platelet-rich plasma) injection.My GP was ignoring my plantar fasciitis. I asked them to refer me to Orthopaedic because I was in a lot of pain. They refused to refer me and did not give me strong painkillers. I hate that GP in England. My GP gave zero help for my pain. I went... See More »
People send the DM to harrass me. I am going to revenge their action. Some keep sending me disrespectful DMs. I am going to seek revenge by exposing that low class behavior. (1)
Perverts are men who can't get a woman for sexs. No women want them. The pervert have changed his username. They must be look very ugly so women don't find them attractive You can't get a woman but you come online to verbally harrasing women because you can get away with that. (2)
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