I miss a hug from the guy from
I miss hugging that big guy because he reminds me of my late husband. I can smell his deodorant and it makes me feel secure that my husband is around me.
But he has been playing a silent and cold game with me. He doesn't text me at all.
He doesn't bother to ask about my situation.
I have not turned up for 2 weeks where he works as a DJ. I will not come back to that bar in a long time. I will take a 4 to 8 week holiday because I am so depressed about my husband's death.
I am mentally unstable. Hopefully, my holiday will cure my heart a little bit and I forget about the DJ who has turned cold to me.
But he has been playing a silent and cold game with me. He doesn't text me at all.
He doesn't bother to ask about my situation.
I have not turned up for 2 weeks where he works as a DJ. I will not come back to that bar in a long time. I will take a 4 to 8 week holiday because I am so depressed about my husband's death.
I am mentally unstable. Hopefully, my holiday will cure my heart a little bit and I forget about the DJ who has turned cold to me.






