Probate depression

I am frustrated with people such as lawyers, probate partners and people around me.

They can't give me the best advice for processing probate. The lawyer was scared of missing international assets which had been closed for a long time before my husband died. Why didn't she recommend me by using assets tracing investigator service?

Nobody told me anything. It's only Google helping me to act correctly. Hopefully, I will get a quote from the professional companies that will be able to trace the assets in the country and offshore.

I am getting frustrated that I haven't submitted probate after my husband passed away 2 months ago.

I am getting worried that I am not able to prepare for it this year. But I must submit it this year because time is ticking.

The bank was getting too slow to come back to me. I hate high street banks.

I am very angry with my husband who had made me face probate. I am not supposed to have these issues.

I will buy executor liability insurance and local probate services to fill in the form.

Jesus helps to pass through these difficult times.
I feel like I am mentally exhausted and dying.