I am grieving at the moment.

I feel so awful.

My heart has broken. Someone who loved me so much died 8 days before birthday. He was my protector. I have no one in this world cared about me anymore. I wanted to commit suicide when he was gone within 2 weeks. There are a lot of businesses here that I have to deal so my children won't have a lot of issues when I die.

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Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

I am so sorry my husband died 2 weeks after his birthday in July.
I admit I am having a hard time, and when the depression hits hard, I wish I could sleep forever.
Your children will not understand, and they need you.
My grandchildren need me, and it keeps me alive.

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Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

@Arrow17 I live by myself as well.

Arrow17 · F

@Justmeraeagain we are in the same path.

Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 Yes, I have heating supply but I turn it off because it's so expensive electricity and gas here compare to Asia. I can't live here without a job.

I have a house in Asia electricity was £3 a month and water was £5 a month when I was staying there. The maintenance fee is expensive there. Hopefully, I can sell the house there.

PoohSmasher

If you have children that has to be your focus, you cannot be selfish and think only of yourself. You need to be strong for them.
Sorry for your loss.

Arrow17 · F

@PoohSmasher I am trying to pave their road to be smooth before I die.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

Sorry to hear about your loss.
Grieving is a process you have to go through. Please use any support group near you.
God bless you with strength.

Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 I feel like support groups aren't helping me.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

@Arrow17 It’s really hard when you are alone feel lost. Hope you may find few people to support you.

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

I lost my wife the last person to love me 😓😢

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Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 I have to face tax office and lawyer for the process. The system has made me feel awful.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

@Arrow17 Stay calm. Get your paperwork in order. If you can, hire good accountant or lawyer, specially one who specializes in tax and probate.
If you want, I can send you some information from net.

Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 please send into my inbox.

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