I am grieving at the moment.

I feel so awful.

My heart has broken. Someone who loved me so much died 8 days before birthday. He was my protector. I have no one in this world cared about me anymore. I wanted to commit suicide when he was gone within 2 weeks. There are a lot of businesses here that I have to deal so my children won't have a lot of issues when I die.

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Nick1 · 61-69, M

Sorry to hear about your loss.
Grieving is a process you have to go through. Please use any support group near you.
God bless you with strength.

Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 I feel like support groups aren't helping me.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

@Arrow17 It’s really hard when you are alone feel lost. Hope you may find few people to support you.