I am grieving at the moment.

I feel so awful.

My heart has broken. Someone who loved me so much died 8 days before birthday. He was my protector. I have no one in this world cared about me anymore. I wanted to commit suicide when he was gone within 2 weeks. There are a lot of businesses here that I have to deal so my children won't have a lot of issues when I die.

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PoohSmasher

If you have children that has to be your focus, you cannot be selfish and think only of yourself. You need to be strong for them.
Sorry for your loss.

Arrow17 · F

@PoohSmasher I am trying to pave their road to be smooth before I die.