I live in a nightmare.

I think I need to move out from my area. I don't have friends and relatives here. I am stressed about a few things that haven't been solved.

I am worried about committing suicide because the weather isn't great here. I don't know why I feel so awful. I don't how to pass the winter here. Will I be able to stay here alone?
Hopefully, I don't need to face the winter in 2027.

I fell and injured my ankle. There are many jobs that I can't take. I thought I want to take HGV licence as a bus driver but my ankle will not able to do the job. The fracture clinic said it will take 3 to 12 months to heal.

Office jobs have fierce competition.

I call Samaritans and I feel that they are tired of listening to me as well.

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DancingStarGoddess ·

Time for a therapist I think. It's their job to listen to you. Good luck

Arrow17 · F

@DancingStarGoddess Thank you.

DancingStarGoddess ·

@Arrow17 You're very welcome!

Survivor69 · 56-60, M

From someone who felt this way,I will say this.It will pass.You may not think that way at the moment,but I urge you,reach out.If there is someone you trust,speak to them.You are not alone and you will get through this.I am speaking from experience.
I hope in some way,this will help.Take care.

1234cardiff · 61-69, M

O this is sad
I hope the days will improve

Jasmine2026 · F

Why did u move there if u don't like winter?

Arrow17 · F

@Jasmine2026 it isn't my decision. My late husband did it.

mazedona · 22-25, F

How old are you? Can't you find better alternatives? Try going to a pub and socializing.

Arrow17 · F

@mazedona I am only going to pub on Karaoke night. I mostly sit alone. People aren't sincere.

pPshine

Maybe you don’t need to figure out your whole future right now. Give yourself some time to heal and take things one problem at a time.. Moving, work, and everything else can be figured out later. For now, just focus on getting through this difficult period.
Reach out to someone close to you when things are too heavy,suicide isnt the answer,please stay.

lindsgibbers · 41-45, F

@pPshine love this reply...

Panamared · 70-79, M

Move to where you fel comfortable

Arrow17 · F

@Panamared Thank you.

Birdbox1986 · 31-35, F

Well you’re husband is a late husband for a reason, you don’t have to, stay there

Pitchblue

Lots of excuses there. If you just started saying, I Can, instead of I Can't, you would feel much better.

Arrow17 · F

@Pitchblue You are unrealistic. The health care has advised me not take a job standing 8 hours a day and don't do heavy lifting jobs.

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