I embarrassed myself in the bar.I embarrassed myself in the bar because people were listening to my words. I sang ,"Wake Me Up When September Ends” from Green day." I changed the lyrics to " like my husband comes to pass 7 months has gone so fast.” I thought no one would listen... See More »
I am terrified. This year is the darkest year of my life.It has been 6 months since my husband passed away. I still missed him so much. I am crying again. I wished he is still alive with me. I am very worried about the cost of living because I don't have a job to support myself. I am terrified. I applied... See More »
Memories bring back sadness.People tell me to keep the good memories of my husband but I feel so sad when I remember him and our relationship. I cry every time I remember him. I feel guilty. I feel like I don't deserve his Will. I feel pain on my chest. I don't know how to... See More »
I am still crying over my late husband.Jesus helps me. I don't know how to walk out from this grief. I have promised that I am not going to Switzerland to end my life. I don't know how to build my life around the grief.
I lost myself in grief.I can't see a pretty face on me anymore. I hate my white hair. I look so ugly in the mirror. No smile on my face. I can see a sad face in the mirror. I lost my sense of humour and confidence. I cry everyday. I don't put on heavy makeup anymore... See More »
Saying Goodbye Almost A Year Later10 days after your birthday, you died I feel like I was a zombie the whole time, not grasping all that happened and what it would mean. I kept waiting for you to come home. And then I didn't, and accepted the truth my mind did not want to. Coming... See More »
I am not that kind of lonelyI miss my husband. The hurt of not having anyone to talk to every day is the worst. I don't want a replacement. Just a place for my thoughts to go. I need to get out and get involved in something, I probably need thearphy.
